BlogHide Resteemsallisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 6 years agostar struck lovershe was never her's and she was never his. they walked together, in the moonlight. nights where she never wanted it to end. days where he never wanted to say goodbye. she felt his distance…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 6 years agosheshe walked in your life and she changed everything. i was present for two years and never changed your mind. it just goes to show people can know you for five minutes and change everything. fuck…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 6 years agoexpecationwhen they expect creativity, you drown in it. and then lose it. allison mcnary @thepoet5280allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 6 years agoforget itwhen she thinks of her future, you don't cross her mind. and she is okay with this. you, are not. when she was yours, you did not care. when she was not yours, you couldn't understand. she…allisonmcnary17 (25)in fuck • 6 years agoemotionssometimes i feel too much. feel too hard. i feel your emotions. this empath life leads me too close to your life. i feel what your heart is breaking over, i feel your anxiety attacking you. i…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 6 years agofuckoffyour actions pushed me away every time. your addictions came through every time. your heart break pushed me away. your selfishness drove me mad. don't you know how long i tried to fix you? did…allisonmcnary17 (25)in writing • 6 years agoeyes of painforget what he told you. he lied. forget what he said when you were naked. when your legs were vulnerable. when you trusted him. his eyes were full of evil and pain. while he pushed his pain…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 7 years agomaterial girlsshe never had anything nice to say, but she spoke all the time. she had too much confidence to the point it made her ugly. she provoked her body daily. but she accepted that for herself. for…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 7 years agoBoNeSevil was not in her soul, it was in her bones. she once walked in light, her hands touching nature and spreading white. she knew how to talk to her mother nature, begging her to make her walk of…allisonmcnary17 (25)in poetry • 7 years agoforgive yourselfhe lied to me. he kept lying to me, to keep me near. the worst part of this tale, is i knew what was happening. and allowed it. i let him see me weak, fragile, emotionless and dark. i allowed…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwomen • 7 years agoangerwhen she woke up that day, she woke up dark. when she opened her eyes, she woke up evil. when she cried for her lost light, she knew it was gone. she knew she had to walk in the dark to receive…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwomen • 7 years agoshe walks with the deadher story may scare you but her heart will heal you. she was pure light and knew how to play with the dark. she knew your darkest emotions, she could absorb them. when she knew your weakness, she…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwomen • 7 years agoagreed uponwhen we finally had that discussion what seemed to be a year later, i knew we were never coming back or waiting after this. we agreed we missed each other and that the rest of us was done. just…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwomen • 7 years agowaking in darknessyour heart is black. your soul is dark. your touch is cold. your love was the same. cold and dark. more light from my soul sucked into the obis. you never used my energy, just took it. i…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwomen • 7 years agobloody wedding dressi woke up today scared you were gone. you were in my nightmare last night. you told me you wanted me back. i didn't say anything to you. all i remember in my body, was the pain and discomfort i…allisonmcnary17 (25)in exlover • 7 years agolovershe said he would fuck you and liked that. but he fucked you over. allison mcnaryallisonmcnary17 (25)in lies • 7 years agohimif he came back would you go back? allison mcnaryallisonmcnary17 (25)in madwoman • 7 years agoswollen eyesi woke up with red eyes. barley able to open them. my mind was spinning all night. i woke up angry, knowing something was going to happen. i tried to help someone and ended up crashing into…allisonmcnary17 (25)in peace • 7 years agosnowon the days with the snow and no sound, i find myself questioning you. not all the bad things, all the good ones. i question your love for your own life. i question your intentions for others; i…allisonmcnary17 (25)in madwoman • 7 years agomy old friendher mind feels weak inside. on the outside she portrays confidence. she feels big inside her bones. she knows she is the universe. her third eye, there and present. she knew the truth. when…