BlogHide Resteemsansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoEither wayI feel myself giving up on you Maybe that pipe dream was just too big or I just too small -melanieansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoAloneone never knows how truly alone they are, until standing on the cliff's edge looking out over the abyss, & realizing that no one is there to stop them from jumping my heart aches for a…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoIll Fatedlost to a reoccuring daydream that I know cuts me down more & more each day for me it's like picking at sores & hoping they won't bleed sometimes I like the blood stains better than I like…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoJagged -a poemwith a crooked smile, she fell from grace landing upon shards of glass now the only ones to love her are just as jagged as her scars -melanieansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoTiredhe loves me he loves me not I'm too tired to cared cut deep by these games I'm left licking my own wounds -melanieansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoLost Serenity -poemI asked for love & was given pain so all I know is the fight serenity skips past me with her gleeful smirk & it takes every ounce of self-preservation to not attack her from behind I have…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoYouI thought of you today... I wish I could say it was a fleeting thought that disappeared just as quickly as it flashed in to my mind ...but it wasn't & now I'm plagued with what if's & coud…ansleighrose (29)in love • 7 years agoHomegrownToday, I met up with a friend who gave me such amazing gifts. It reminded me that it takes a villiage to raise a family, and anymore it takes all of us to help provide for one another.ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoHeartbeatback & forth yes & no butterflying my heart with little care for what really goes on between each trembling beat I am manic in my stillness & stagnant in my movements yet I keep coming…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoEscape -poemas my heart drums loudly, my head whispers words that the dead can barely hear. while wrapped in shadows & kissed by regret, I hope to find an escape. -melanieansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoStill Living... -poemgrip me tight til I can't breathe watch the light leave my eyes yet all you've killed is the love inside -melanieansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoI'm Awake -poemcrashing upon me in pure decadent sin I can't seem to run I can't seem to hide I once loved the devil now I just love his fire wallowing in the blisters & burns as the pain wakes me from…ansleighrose (29)in holiday • 7 years agoLake VibesTook a moment to find myself in one of my favourite places.ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoPeace KeeperThey hate you & they don't know why So you keep the peace To soothe the narrow minded You walk away To avoid the bitter violence & hold your head high As the knife sinks deepsansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoLossdarkness envelopes me like a lost lover settling back into place as if light & warmth had never been welcome I feel my heart stop yet I keep walking this earth knowing I will be hollow…ansleighrose (29)in life • 7 years agoQueen's LaceLet's try to get ran over, fall down in a ditch, be biten by all sorts of mosquitoes, and almost lose a shoe to take this photo. All while in a dress! All because it made me happy and I was…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoSeeing the Lightansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoStainsHolding tiny hands in crowded streets Panic wants to overtake But there's no time Panic should have happened a long time ago Before we turned cold Before we interjected our opinions into…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoUnmarkeddoors slam as words are spat. eyebrows raise in sardonic curves. she never budges. knowing anything said falls in shallow graves. what a pity it is to be surrounded by unmarked…ansleighrose (29)in poetry • 7 years agoPoem: Ash Filled Skiesthere's a steady need within my soul that tears me down, that breaks me in half, that rocks me from side to side. it's this compulsion toward destruction that feeds a fire to burn…