Repliessteemitboard (66)in depression • 5 years agoRE: DeleteCongratulations @bethyi! You received a personal award! Birthday! - You are on the Steem blockchain for 2 years! You can view your badges on your Steem Board and compare to others on…esteemapp (75)in introduceyourself • 6 years agoRE: censoredWelcome bethyi! eSteem is the application that improves your experience on Steem. You have full control over your data and content, unlike some apps we don't use our users to promote our…aggroed (78)in depression • 7 years agoRE: DeleteHang in there beth. I'm glad you're alive. Chin up.iceflower (39)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredswolesome: "Find people and things you want to wake up for and surround yourself with them." THIS. For the love of humanity (but especially yourself), Beth, THIS. So many people have got no…iceflower (39)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredI saw your first post before I was actually approved, so I couldn't reply, then. But glad to see you write again! Hope you stick around, and never, ever give up! Things can get better, but…steemitboard (66)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredCongratulations @bethyi! You have completed some achievement on Steemit and have been rewarded with new badge(s) : You got your First payout Award for the total payout received Click on…momogrow (61)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredI am so happy that therapy is helping and that you are accepting the help that you need. I am also happy that you are writing about your situation because it will be a good outlet for your to…whatamidoing (69)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredDo you write a lot? If not you should, I think it comes naturally to you. Glad you are ok and hope you find lots of things to feel positive about here.alao (64)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredThanks for not being afraid to ask for help. Life gets hard but you need to find reasons to keep moving on. Check put Logic's album specifically this song.isaac.rodebush (54)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredHello @bethyi, I come from a family with very challenging mental health problems. It brings me to tears at times seeing the condition of my Mom with mental health problems from the time I was a…steemitboard (66)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredCongratulations @bethyi! You have completed some achievement on Steemit and have been rewarded with new badge(s) : Award for the number of upvotes Click on any badge to view your own Board…cqdx (38)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredPeople that want to die, either they have some intolerable circumstance with no quality of life or else they suffer from mental illness. You have a therapist , good start, but if the depression…aggroed (78)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredI'm glad to see you on here. I'm glad to see you posting. Please join steemit chat (click the the three lines in the top right and it's halfway down) and message me there. I'll send some reiki…proctologic (61)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredYou are not alone. I wanted to die myself and i felt great until i relized i survived. Im not sure if i will try again but i think i need to change my life and go into therapy. Only time will…magick323 (54)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredUpvoted. Therapy saved my life as well. Welcome to Steemit!aclsnanarrt (25)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredHi Beth. Just wanted to thank you for being so open about your feelings. The Bible says though our heart can deceive us. The Bible says in John3:16 that " for God so loved the world that he gave…wanderwoman (42)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredMMM! Thank you for this post. Thank you for your honesty. I often feel like this as well. As soon as we can start talking about it we can support each other.goldenroom (54)in depression • 7 years agoRE: censoredI'm glad it's working for you :) Have you ever listened to ASMR videos? So relaxing. And sometimes I like the ones with the affirmations as well. It seems like something you might like and…mammasitta (70)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredNice to meet you ! I think you might like to read this book.lexiconical (72)in introduceyourself • 7 years agoRE: censoredHi Beth, It sounds like you've entered a nihilistic thought cycle. It's very tough to break! The fact is, at some point, you will need to fake it until you make it. You'll have to break out of…