BlogHide Resteemscheesesticks1 (32)in ouch • 9 months agoThe one who TypesYou wake me up, and you lull me to sleep. You accuse me, while being guilty yourself. We drag ourselves through each other again and again. You wish to break the cycle. I can no longer stop…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 2 years agoThe ghosts in my roomWe're talking again, sometimes you sleep in my bed. She's no longer out there waiting, my time spent anticipating the things I might regret from before. I'm still so sure, but is there something…cheesesticks1 (32)in words • 4 years agoYou make me feelI'm afraid of the way you make me feel. It's new and different and it puts me on my guard. It's like I might have actually found what I was searching for so long to see, but now that I'm here…cheesesticks1 (32)in words • 4 years agoYou terrify meIs that place so lush and green in those fields where you choose to weep? The verdant pasture among which your melancholy lies, unheard by all the birds and sheep as they meander along. Are you…resteemedfutureshock (67)in steemdev • 5 years agoSteemScan.com : Steem from A to Z through its most ergonomic explorer.We are back at it again, except this time the app will be used to directly watch the blockchain. We know that you all wanted a useful, intuitive, ergonomic, and pretty explorer - here it is -…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoBeyondSometimes I'm amazed by the things you seem to do Setting these traps up so elegantly Effortlessly baiting me to fall in once again every single one While I'm still awake you're barely…cheesesticks1 (32)in original • 5 years agoWhat's it feel like to die alone?I want to be the smoke you breathe that gives you cancer I need you to feel me in your lungs I want to be those short breaths you take as your consciousness fades I want you to live forever I…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoA Christmas "miracle"I'm going to be alone today. My plans have all fallen into ruin. The secondary plans I made have fallen apart. Three things I had planned to do today and they all failed. I just didn't want to…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoYou could be anyone in the worldNow who was I, to think you'd want to waste your time with me? Who was I to think that we could ever be? I don't deserve the chance this might even come to pass, so I'll just forget and slowly…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoHarlequin girl / Plum GirlI met someone last night who actually made me forget about you for a little while. I want to see her again, and she said that she wants to see me again. She isn't the first one to say that…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoQCQTI'm drinking, and that's got me thinking about you again. I already can't stop thinking about you when I'm sober so what made me think this would be a good idea. I made a mistake by meeting you.…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoBut, You Might Never Love Me.Who was I to think that you would ever love me too? I told you, finally, just how I felt and with what you said you might as well have told me to take my feelings and go get fucked. It's not even…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 5 years agoWastedDo you know that I love you? If not how can I tell you? Would it be really weird, To grab your face in my hands, And stare into your eyes? Tell you how I feel. Have I made it obvious enough…cheesesticks1 (32)in hope • 5 years agoGirlI like this girl who is kinda weird like me. We have a lot to talk about and she makes me think. She's got a lot to say, and I'm just happy listening. I like this girl who is like straight out of…cheesesticks1 (32)in original • 5 years agoLessonsI don't know. I am afraid. I... am... Alone. I always am. Maybe I was meant to be. It's just that thought that's scary, so I continue trying to be the one who never cared at all. I'm not the…cheesesticks1 (32)in story • 6 years agoA story left untoldHave you ever needed to tell something, but you have no idea how. To get these words out of your soul, just so they won't be left unspoken. To quell the sirens in your mind. Some things aren't so…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 6 years agoI wishI wish I could forget The feeling of your fingers running through my hair Your soft, sweet voice telling me I'll be okay The sounds you made when we we're huddled close together our bodies…cheesesticks1 (32)in love • 6 years agoYou.We were always meant to be, but life got in the way. A distance we could never cross leaves us a thousand miles apart. I swear that I spend every night looking to the moon up above and only ever…cheesesticks1 (32)in music • 6 years agoJust Fine[This is for the nights when I can't sleep. This is for the things that lurk and creep. This is for the fears that drag me down. This is for the doubts that drag me down. This is for you I hope…cheesesticks1 (32)in music • 6 years agoSecond chances (2011)She's been trying to let me know that the fire has died and she feels all alone. Well I'm so sorry, but I've forgotten how to end your sorrow without breaking down. Am I your armor or are you my…