BlogHide Resteemsdeanryan (40)in life • 6 years agoNo Direction HomeAs devistation lurks at every corner, I stare in the face of alienation, disasppointment and disbelief. My life has led up to this point. Which way will I go?.. because theres no direction home.…deanryan (40)in love • 6 years agoThe Moody Jester and his Contradicting CourtOnly the lonely know the true torture of being alone and the pure joy of being away from everyone. I'm an artist with a moody outlook throughout the week; a jester with a custom made court. Im…deanryan (40)in angel • 6 years agoTouched by an AngelI felt her presence like a heat lamp on a winter day. It was cold that night but my mind was open and allured. Maybe the bourbon was tricking me with temptress-like after thoughts. My mind kept…deanryan (40)in grandpa • 6 years agoI said: "Please don't leave me"I begged my grandpa not to leave me while he was on his death bed. I can't seem to shake that image. The pain is earth shattering.deanryan (40)in year • 6 years agoThe year Needs reviewThis year has desperately needed oversight and review since its inception in January. 2 tragedies and 1 blindsighted breakup. 2018 begged the question, "How Do We Measure Pain?"deanryan (40)in dean • 6 years agoDenial is just a river in Egypt (Christmas Edition)I'm not alone. I have a lot of promise and good fortune in the future. America is a peaceful country with civil and understanding bretheran. The Holiday season is just a blessing to be apart of.…deanryan (40)in time • 6 years agoI'm just a hopeful time travelerWhile stuck on this planet, until I move to the next galaxy, the beings here are very weird. I'm often pressured to be in so many various categories. I have to remind myself I'm a lone passerby…deanryan (40)in stars • 6 years agoThe Quiet Road & Gallactic Stars aheadAs I embark on the uncharted territory in life, I begin to rebuild myself, I can't forget the gallactic stars that lay ahead. The dreams that are still being woven are gleaming. I've been traveling…deanryan (40)in q • 6 years agoWhere we go One.. We go Alldeanryan (40)in enemy • 6 years agoNo.. your enemyYou better learn to talk to your enemy Because the ones you are told to hate Are really not your enemydeanryan (40)in interview • 6 years agoVicturus Libertas interviews Dean Ryandeanryan (40)in sad • 6 years agoMr. And Ms. UnderstoodEvery effort I make, street I cross, time I donate and year I spend, I seem to be back where I started.. Alone. Stranded. Reminiscent & Misunderstood. Not a soul in sight or an opportunity with a…deanryan (40)in podcast • 6 years agoDean Ryan needs your helpwww.GoFundMe.com/DeanRyanReturnsdeanryan (40)in attitude • 6 years agoNo reason No rhyme No problemI think sometimes things happen for no reason. We can't just pick situations that have no bipolar undertones to them? Can we? Even if I wasn't around mentally unfit people and I was in the…deanryan (40)in planets • 6 years agoI often wonder what planet am I on?I often wonder what planet am I on? As I was walking earlier tonight through a darkened Orange County neighborhood where street lights have yet to be invented for some reason I felt like a taxi…deanryan (40)in vegas • 6 years agoLeaving Las VegasLeaving Las Vegas can be the hardest thing to do We come here as winners full of hope We try to leave the same, but it can be challenging.deanryan (40)in jonbenet • 6 years agoThank you for the memoriesReallydeanryan (40)in life • 6 years agoI wish I could stop the clocksI wish I could stop the clocks of the world and live in reverse. All I've learned and All I've done would paint the past in a better coding. I can finally make things right. Mould into my own…deanryan (40)in thoughts • 7 years agoMy 1st postHello everyone, It's great to be here finally. Applied for an account last year but never received a confirmation. Looking forward to sharing thoughts and learning from others