BlogHide Resteemserodedthoughts (66)in poem • last yearI've Been Sober, But I don't CareI was a black sheep Outside of society I slept in the dust I fought and collided I went walking like when I said goodbye I've been sober, but I didn't care I'm so antisocially, social…erodedthoughts (66)in life • last yearsteemCreated with Sketch.Twisted Faces in the Night Real power goes into the roots of darkness to find the light. Whatever goes up must first go down. You are beautiful, always been, I love you. The me that you know. Has left his…erodedthoughts (66)in poetry • last yearsteemCreated with Sketch.You Never Know Your Last DayI almost died last night My Heart almost gave out There were no flashes no guiding lights No prayers said out loud or under quiet breath I just laid there hooked to the machines the buzzer…erodedthoughts (66)in god • last yearPutting the Pieces TogetherHe who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6 While our family was quarantined due to the global pandemic, we took on an ambitious…erodedthoughts (66)in poem • last yearI've Never Spoke to YouThere's a calling, I'm not hearing There's a calling, I've been looking for There's a calling, that others have heard I've never spoken to you except inside my head Yet I know in your…erodedthoughts (66)in poem • last yearMorning NightmaresThe future has got me worried; such awful thoughts This morning doing extremely lots of drugs. I know I should be brave but I'm just too afraid. Somedays I just feel so small I feel…erodedthoughts (66)in life • last yearAnyone?As many of you know I have been struggling with pain for years and have had an adverse reaction to pain meds. Well, the pain has gotten too great again and I have been to pain management again and…erodedthoughts (66)in horror • 3 years agoThe Diary ~ January 8th 1989I have been busy for the last 3 days. I have been executing my research. I went to a coffee shop, I have never been to, way out of my neighborhood, and waited for a man my Father’s size to enter. It…erodedthoughts (66)in horror • 3 years agoThe Diary ~ January 5th 1989Not much progress today, researched how to move 200 pounds with ease and didn’t find many options. One book said to get a moving company, the other said ask 3 friends to help you. Well, I don’t…erodedthoughts (66)in diary • 4 years agoThe Diary ~ January 4th 1989Today after school, I went to Natalie’s house. Natalie and I have been friends since Kindergarten. Our Mother’s are “best” friends and share everything which is really hard to say, knowing my Mother…erodedthoughts (66)in poetry • 4 years agoSlowly Eroding My SoulI see you four to five times a day, I don't even like you. You're forced upon me, By a non-listening soul. They think you help me, I have never felt so ill. You're the only help I…erodedthoughts (66)in diary • 4 years agoThe Diary ~ January 3rd 1989I have been busy with my Father, killing. I have thrown up more in these last few weeks than in my whole life. I see all their faces, their pleas and there was nothing I could do. Every time he made…erodedthoughts (66)in diary • 4 years agoThe Diary ~ December 26th 1988Christmas number 13 and we received the exact amount of presents, we took pictures as we opened them and they were taken away. My parents take the non clothes items back and the clothes are put away…erodedthoughts (66)in diary • 4 years agoThe Diary ~ December 25th, 1988It’s fucking Christmas. My parents, my little brother and I have to get dressed and go to a family Christmas party. I have to dress in clothes I hate and pretend to not feel the pain that is…erodedthoughts (66)in diary • 4 years agoThe Diary of Hate and AngerFebruary 17, 1989 Today I decided, I have to end the life created. I have allowed this to pass for too long. The hate, the anger, the sadness is too overwhelming. It takes over everything. I get…erodedthoughts (66)in story • 4 years agoTo Live AgainI am a man who knows nothing of the simple parts of life. I have worked hard and lived hard. I was not raised in a loving, caring, supportive family. I was not abused or neglected, just completely…erodedthoughts (66)in game • 4 years agoFortnite ~Ranked and Normalerodedthoughts (66)in coffee • 4 years agoWhat is your favorite??I went a little crazy at Starbucks today and got a wide selection of flavors. Which one should I start with? Any help picking flavors would be awesome.erodedthoughts (66)in life • 4 years agoSelling SMOKELife has changed, I'm selling my Smoke.io account or just the smoke in it. There are 57,000 smoke which I'm taking paypal offers on. The account is also sitting at #17 on the witness list.erodedthoughts (66)in indica • 4 years agoFinally, it's hereThings took forever to show up it seemed. Now I just have to wait 8 hours cook time and we can test a new tincture and make some edibles!!
