BlogHide Resteemsfarah12 (41)in humble • 7 years agoIt’s interesting that I read it the opposite way “if you’ve never cried lying in your bed... then I’m sorry”.I did cry like that, quite a few times. Most of the time freely but sometimes having to be silent because my daughter was sleeping nearby. It was hard. It felt like hell. It felt like it would…farah12 (41)in esteem • 7 years agoMuch lose"I pull you close, so much to lose Knowing that nothing lasts forever I didn't care, before you were here I danced in laughter with the everafter But all things change, let this remain" Pearl…farah12 (41)in humble • 7 years agoKendra the fact that I can tell you when I feel like this and you dont try to fix it, or get tired of it,Kendra the fact that I can tell you when I feel like this and you dont try to fix it, or get tired of it, or tell me its going to be ok, or avoid/act uncomfortable around me makes a worlds…farah12 (41)in reality • 7 years agoTHANK YOUps how are there still people who think "i got smacked and i was fine" is relevant here 😂😂 It is as simple as this: You can't react to your kid's undesirable behaviour with violence and have ANY…farah12 (41)in reality • 7 years agoeasier said than done, WE live in a world of fakeeasier said than done, WE live in a world of fake rainbows and fake sunshine, the soceity as a whole that we live in provides enough distraction for us to realize the fact that everything is under…farah12 (41)in reality • 7 years agoFor me the hardest part is once someone decides who you are, you are stuck in that position.So anything that you do that doesn’t align with that persona, seems strange and out of character. Sometimes it’s best to keep part of us hidden because that’s that part of us that doesn’t make…farah12 (41)in reality • 7 years agoReminds me of the movie "Me before you"Reminds me of the movie "Me before you" Clark's lines "I told him I loved him” “And he just said it wasn’t enough.” “How am I supposed to live with that?" Wil's lines: "You still don’t get it…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoThere is no so-called ideal or perfect life.There is no so-called ideal or perfect life. There are only a few crumbs and fragments that we live through. We come to this life and nothing remains with us. Everything falls from our hands.…farah12 (41)in esteem • 7 years agoWe need to get used to depend on ourselves, helpWe need to get used to depend on ourselves, help ourselves, make ourselves happy, and heal ourselves ...etc. .. because no one will. May be we care about people around us but they didn’t pay back..…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoHow you changed totally ? Your way of thinkingHow you changed totally ? Your way of thinking , your smile , your trust in others ,in another way you become afriad from any person enter your life .. You become afriad to turst people .. you…farah12 (41)in love • 7 years agoShe beats your loveShe defeats you She burned your heart She killed your soul She thanks for you about her power now And forget what she was in the past She forget that you help her till she don't need help But…farah12 (41)in funny • 7 years agoFunny how what's supposed to be the most beautiful feelingFunny how what's supposed to be the most beautiful feeling in life, turns out to make us a complete cynic when it goes wrong. The amount of energy it takes to gain back the same belief, not easy my…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoUmmm this is an oversimplified solution to a complexity. Overthinking is not a consciousUmmm this is an oversimplified solution to a complexity. Overthinking is not a conscious choice. It is sub-conscious snowballing of repressed emotions/ residual stresses/ regretted inactions/ etc.…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoAs i aged, i was never the same person before..that i always see people flaws and never think ofAs i aged, i was never the same person before..that i always see people flaws and never think of "whys".Instead i shifted to think the positivity behind every reason,to lessen the pain and suffering…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoThis is the moment when I want to be left alone. I don't want anyone telling me that they understand; understandThis is the moment when I want to be left alone. I don't want anyone telling me that they understand; understand what? This is a moment when I just want to talk to a kind stranger who doesn't know…farah12 (41)in esteem • 7 years agoI grew up with three brothers who were all older than me.When I was very young and would start crying for whatever reason, they would say, "Don't be such a baby. Toughen up." So it got into my head that crying and showing emotion is not good, tough people…farah12 (41)in sadness • 7 years agoSadness ends in a day,sometimes it takes littlelonger. Sometimes much longer. It's okay not to be okay,it is normal to be needy and lonely. But the only person that lift you up is that face you see in the mirror every single day. It's that…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agotheir children suffer a lot. a lot of kids who're in theit makes me both sad and angry that a lot of people here are really quick to defend parents who reject their kids talking about "unconditional love" and how you should take shit from them and listen…farah12 (41)in life • 7 years agoForgive yourself for crying, for feeling down, sad, drained. Let yourself heal. Take baby steps.Forgive yourself for crying, for feeling down, sad, drained. Let yourself heal. Take baby steps. Recovering needs time. Life is an unending battle. Do you and accept yourself for who you are. I…farah12 (41)in esteem • 7 years agoOrFindPeaceWithItBreathe in and out. Just give it some time. It won't be easy, nothing is easy but, you can. We can. All you just need is to take a step and everything will follow. Every pain has its purpose.Don't…