BlogHide Resteemsileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 6 years agoAngela Ximena this. i don't want to be fixed, advices, validation, etc i just want to say how i feel and then listen to some good music and forget about it, like that time i talked about it with u Angela but didn't…ileef.baatout (38)in humble • 7 years agowant breathe on your own"And if you want you can breathe on your own This isn't what I thought but it's beautiful Make peace with your mistakes and they'll turn to gold Weightless, I let go" Gold by Eden ❤ileef.baatout (38)in reality • 7 years agoWe have been given a choice to find out the greatness of our life through the things we do to ourselves.We have been given a choice to find out the greatness of our life through the things we do to ourselves. What is the essence of living if you already know what’s the future lies ahead of you? that’s…ileef.baatout (38)in reality • 7 years agoI agree with the idea behind the quote, that being satisfied with who you currently are is important... but the only way I will change for the better is that dissatisfied, deep seated feeling that my current self really needs improvement I agree with the idea behind the quote, that being satisfied…ileef.baatout (38)in reality • 7 years agoToo many voices that sometimes you fail to hear your own.As you built your wall higher as you growing your guard stronger, the process eventually exhaust all of who you are inside that makes you asks question why you doing all these defenses for. Why are…ileef.baatout (38)in reality • 7 years agoNegativity comes from outside forces of ourselvesNegativity comes from outside forces of ourselves.. so does is warmth.. the perception of a person to accept those forces are comes from within.. really it depends on a persons view to accept it in…ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoAre we really have to leave thingsAre we really have to leave things ! is really nothing stay for ever! I dont think so even if people go our feeling for them our love our memories don't go .......sometimes we don't choice what to…ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoI am lost. I am a lost soul roaming this earthI don't know who I am. Or who I want to be. Am i the artist? Am I the writer? Am I broken? Or is it just the dissatisfaction? I look in the mirror, and the million personas I wear stare right back…ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoDo you ever feel like a passerby? An outcast? I sometimes feel like I am the sidekick, but I am never the hero.I have problems, issues, but they don't seem significant enough compared to my friends. I always solve their problems, I drove miles and miles, spent money and time for people who didn't do the same…ileef.baatout (38)in thought • 7 years agonot the person who I thought I would be and I'm nowhere near where I want to be but..I'm not the person who I thought I would be and I'm nowhere near where I want to be but... I think the me that exists right now is okay. And maybe okay is enough. It's okay. I'm enough. And if…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agoSomeone who doesn't say I'm a man I can't do this ..someone who doesn't get bored of things that makes me happy .. someone who always courage me to be more successful .. someone who accepts bad things in me & tries to change them .. someone who won't…ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoAnytime you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself.…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agoChange... cut the dead wood and grow. Not easy I know... But - you - will - shine. This too shall pass... its just a moment.I understand that we have bad days at times,but that doesn't mean you give up on yourself. In the end,you are your biggest strength and you can do things for yourself that nobody ever will. So…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agoI guess it's when we accept that who we are is a product of many factors that lie beyond our control. Sometimes it's okay to trade old dreams for new ones.I have a theory: we forget. It was never about what you could have had. It's always about what you can have. You can console yourself all you want, but before you know it, it's in the past. And…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agoOn average, your parents will cause you alot of stress, and will be judgementalOn average, your parents will cause you alot of stress, and will be judgemental. They're you're parents and you should probably consider their judgement as a valid point of view, because they're…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agoAbsolute humanOne of the absolute human tendencies is that people see change as negative on the surface. We feel empty for losing someone or something when in fact that emptiness is just a space created because…ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoSomething had happened in my citySomewhere inside, between the shadows, behind the dirty walls, love received his first birth. A pigeon had built her nest over my spiky fence. The spirit of an embryonic smile floated peacefully…ileef.baatout (38)in somebody • 7 years agoYes, move on from somethingYes, move on from something that left you behind :) Catch up, girl. The person who left you is actually not meant for you. So cheer up, there's somebody out there waiting for you ;-)ileef.baatout (38)in life • 7 years agoThey both were afraid. Regarding each other from afarHe was enamored by her smile, her laugh as it last notes hung through the air. She was skipping the cobblestones, swaying to the music. He was reading a book, while watching her admiringly. And then…ileef.baatout (38)in esteem • 7 years agosmelled a perfume like hers when someone was walking by couple of days ago, I smiled andI smelled a perfume like hers when someone was walking by couple of days ago, I smiled and remembered all the good memories between us, how she dressed, how I loved looking at her, how her hands…