BlogHide Resteemsilovedyou (25)in steem-love • 6 years agoI loved you so deeply ... it broke meHe asked me what I've been doing? Then accused me "I don't know what your are doing, you don't tell me what's going on..." Then I realize, oh wait that's not the real reason for the question, its…ilovedyou (25)in love • 6 years agoHe Calls Someone Else "Hon".... And I Still Can't Let Him Go"Hey Hon - can I get some info from you." With a snicker, he says "oh what a minute, you don't call me Hon anymore. You just call me by my name, right?" "I'll call you by your name since you call…ilovedyou (25)in love • 6 years agoHe Found Someone ElseHe found someone else. He took her to the places that were ours alone. Memories that belonged to us alone, he's re-writing them with someone else. He's creating a different dream with someone…ilovedyou (25)in love • 6 years agoWhy Do I Keep Wanting To Fix It When I Should Be Letting Go....Who do I talk to? If I talk to friends they will see him in a bad light. I still can't let them think badly of him. As I get in the car, there's an old dog passing by. She's got one eye, can…ilovedyou (25)in life • 6 years agoA Deep Love...A deep love rocks you to your core. You feel it physically in your bones. It makes you tingle, hyperventilate, cry, laugh, shake. I wanted to go back to when he proposed. It’s impossible, as we…ilovedyou (25)in love • 6 years agoI Have Not ForgottenMy mother said I looked sad. I haven’t told her yet. I am not ready, I have hope that we will work it all out, even though I know better. I can’t stop my heart. Mom’s have intuition when it comes…ilovedyou (25)in love • 6 years agoErasing A MemoryI decided to go to every through all my memories one at a time, and erase the history we created. Our first date was a cute little spot on the corner, on the west side. Smells of the Far East…