BlogHide Resteemskaysiewashere (45)in spiritual • 7 years agoToasted In My BedroomI am all about this life I am so ready for the next breath. I am in no rush, I am healing. Everything being “fine”, actually can be sincere now. I am so about the music right now, too. I…kaysiewashere (45)in depression • 7 years agoI Am Fine, Actually 9/1/17I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, I AM SO HAPPY. I AM NO LONGER COVERING MY EYES FROM SADNESS. I AM COVERING MY EYES, BECAUSE THE LIGHT OF THE BEAUTY IN LIFE IS BRIGHT. REALLY, I AM…kaysiewashere (45)in travel • 7 years agoSweater WeatherWe were there. There in the soft, cold sand. The wind coming from the Pacific was chilling with each gust, so you held me close. The mist made the ocean look untouchable, but we managed to get our…kaysiewashere (45)in personal • 7 years agoReflecting; Without Shoe LacesSome nights, I still think of the hospital. It is hard to believe that it was only five months ago, for I feel more recovered than I thought I would be within this time span. When I think about the…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 7 years agoChoosing LifeTwo months ago, I had the guts to jump off of a bridge. When I found myself at that point, the end, it ended there. I came to the point of noticing when I get frustrated with my sadness, I needed…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 7 years agoLionsgate VisualizationI am more vibrant looking within my visualizations during meditation. I would like to believe that it is a reflection of my inner, true self. A frequency put me into the state of mind, and it…kaysiewashere (45)in psychology • 7 years agoWhere I disappeared To"Being helped is not being given a pill a day-hell, four pills a day. Being helped is finding deep-rooted issues and learning how to cope with them. If pills were the answer, I would still have a…kaysiewashere (45)in life • 7 years ago"The Bitch" Of Loving OthersWHY IS HAPPINESS SUCH A HARD GIG? I AM TIRED OF IT ALL, I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE NOW IT IS BECOMING TO SOUND LIKE A REINSTATED OPINION. THE MOMENTS WHEN I AM SMILING, I KNOW TO TAKE IN AND…resteemedclayboyn (70)in life • 7 years agoPerspective Shifts and Clarity GiftsView this post on Hive: Perspective Shifts and Clarity Giftskaysiewashere (45)in life • 7 years ago"The Process"; One Step At A TimeThis is not coming from a doctor, medical student, or a school therapist; but from someone who is familiar. I have told and have been told by others that “It’s a process.” For a long time, I…kaysiewashere (45)in life • 8 years agoThis Moments EuphoriaLife is so beautiful. The world is filled with good and change. Every breath is euphoric. Every smile is a blessing in time. Love is more than words, and never enough of them are said. The…resteemedclayboyn (70)in humility • 8 years agoBe Humble or Get HumbledView this post on Hive: Be Humble or Get Humbledkaysiewashere (45)in love • 8 years agoThe RainI hate this place, and you know that But things can change- Change is okay You have shown me that I wondered if it would be different, but I made a commitment While we held hands in the rain…kaysiewashere (45)in growth • 8 years agoAgressively InspiredIt’s been a bad year and I have some problems I had to write this down because; I don’t know how to solve them Mentally unstable Inside of this garage “High as fuck.” Screaming at my…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 8 years agoSlippingI grew sour within the hour Because; I gained the time to hate myself Getting high isn’t like getting high anymore It’s not like seventeen It’s not like getting high anymore I’m not…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 8 years agoTake A WalkI had a suicidal thought last night, but today is so much more beautiful. I observe the cotton whisps that float from tree-to-tree, and I can not help but inhale the undefinable scent of the…kaysiewashere (45)in life • 8 years ago100% CottonTHE RAIN ON MY WINDSHIELD CREATED A GLARE FROM THE TRAFFIC PASSING BY ME, PRACTICALLY BLINDING ME. I DIDN’T CARE THOUGH, I SORT OF HOPED IT WOULD. IT WAS 3AM, I WASN’T SURE WHERE I WAS LEAVING TO…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 8 years agoThe Letter 3/7/16“I don’t blame anyone for anything that took place or took a toll on me, I blame myself. It’s really hard for me to explain the feelings I’m having, but they’ve been happening since middle school.…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 8 years agoWastedI remember a flower crown, lightly placed on top of your head. I can still feel my sticky skin from the humidity of the summer evening. Laughter echos in my ears, and sometimes I can remember…kaysiewashere (45)in writing • 8 years agoSeconds of TimeI remember that you would acquire bleach stains on each of your shirts. You could never choose between blue, purple or pink. Now we smoke cannabis; and talk about how our parents used to…
