BlogHide Resteemslukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoStill here....Today felt like a series small wins and nosebleeds. I haven't been very inspired to share lately. I'm still wondering what I'm doing here, I bet you are too. All I can say is I'm up for trying…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years ago2017 almost killed me, 2018 will define me!Disclaimer I can't write, not a blogger and don't know what I'm doing here. But here goes. I have been trying the last couple days to take inventory of this last year. Let's see. Well, the…resteemedhaejin (88)in money • 7 years agoVERGE (XVG): THIS is ONLY a HEALTHY CORRECTION!!!SUMMARY NOTE: @thecyclist; @thelittleboy, @berniesanders, @ozchartart (who only puts out incompetent, moneylosing chart analysis) are trying to KILL my BLOG with their DOWNVOTES!! Really? Let…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoYou probably shouldn't read thisQuick disclaimer I'm not a blogger, writer, and can barely read. I don't know what it is I'm doing here. So hope you have low expectations. Have you ever been the last to see what you've done to…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoIt's time I do it!As today began, I woke to the all familiar pain through-out my lower back. But it was the first night that I could sleep in the last three. So progress right? We will go with that. While the last…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoMy New RealityToday I had a little breakthrough. Ever since getting off pain meds and breaking out of a very long depression. I found myself kinda overwhelmed here the last few days. Just a barrage of emotions…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoRestless in SeattleToday I find myself a little overcome with emotions. I've been told when one breaks free of chemical dependency, the emotions that were dulled or numbed by the drugs come back because they haven't…lukedawg74 (25)in lifenewbeginings • 7 years agoWhich way to go?Here comes another attempt at pulling the chaos from my mind and locking it down here. For the world to see, or ignore if I'm lucky. It has been little more than a month 1/2 since I broke free…lukedawg74 (25)in lifeselfhealing • 7 years agoMy journey from the depths of a 6yr Depression, and 10yr chemical dependency.Disclaimer can't spell, wright, and don't get the "markdown style". So read at your own risk LOL. So here I find myself again. Looking at my laptop, wondering how smart it is to put down on the…lukedawg74 (25)in help • 7 years agoIm trying to deleate duplicate posts can you help?I went to the FAQ and it said I could but didn't say how!lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoThese labels used to define me. Diabetic, Morbidly Obese, Steditary Life Style, Major Depression Disorder, Chemically Dependent and In Cronic Pain just to name a fewSmall disclaimer can't type, can't spell, can't write. Well, I'm back for my free therapeutic value. In my last posts I been telling you a little about my life the last ten or so years. This looking…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoThese labels used to define me. Diabetic, Morbidly Obese, Sedentary Life Style, Major Depression Disorder, Chemically Dependent and In Cronic Pain just to name a fewSmall disclaimer can't type, can't spell, can't write. Well, I'm back for my free therapeutic value. In my last posts I been telling you a little about my life the last ten or so years. This looking…lukedawg74 (25)in life • 7 years agoThese labels used to define me. Diabetic, Morbidly Obease, Steditary Life Style, Major Depression Disorder, Chemically Dependent and In Cronic Pain just to name a fewSmall disclaimer can't type, can't spell, can't write. Well, I'm back for my free therapeutic value. In my last posts I been telling you a little about my life the last ten or so years. This looking…lukedawg74 (25)in lifenewlife • 7 years agoDiabetic, Morbedly Obease, Steditary Life Style, Major Depression Disorder, and In Cronic Pain just to name a fewSo as I was saying. October 17th 2017 the day I was awakened. You see for ten years physical pain and more importantly, the pain meds kept me in a state of perpetual fear. Fear that my life was…lukedawg74 (25)in newlife • 7 years agoDIabetic, Morbedly Obease, Steditary Life Style, Major Depression Disorder, and In Cronic PainSo small disclaimer. I can't type, can't spell, and haven't discovered why I find myself sitting here about to tell who knows who my very private struggle. They say writing is therapeutic at least…lukedawg74 (25)in introducingmyself • 7 years agoIntroducing myself Steemitdom HELLO!So I am noob. To this and a lot of other things on the net, let alone the blockchain. So am going to try out this new community and will see if I have a place amongst you all. Im currently engaging…