BlogHide Resteemsluxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoSeptember 10thWords are my curse I wish it was being a workaholic Or a tidying maniac A crazy mathematician Or a flawless cook But I have to do something with my own I wish I worked writing letters for…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoBlindfoldedProbably the times I spend without writing are the scariest ones When I can't finish an entry or a single thought When words come to my mind so weak that I can't hold onto them to put them down…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoOn AgainI've been off I can't ignore the signs I don't want to sleep or shower So I don't for days I sleep until I get sleep paralysis so I can force myself to start my day I fantasize about ending my…luxexteras (25)in photography • 6 years agoReminisces SeriesThere's a kind of confinement in my recent body freedom One night I'll admit it to myselfluxexteras (25)in photography • 6 years agoReminisces SeriesLet's see where this series takes me I'm beginning to understand itluxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoUseful FeelingsA fountain of blood runs from my neck I spill over the street and stain everyone's shoes What a calamity I blink and I'm still standing Cutting through the cold As I watch a couple of kids…luxexteras (25)in photography • 6 years agoReminisces SeriesFrom what I love the most is writing and taking pictures Because nostalgia is my jam I'm gonna start this series. This was taken with my DSLR last year, I think. That night we were using each…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoWords of NatureI think poetry has its roots in nature Like the choreography of a bird shoal dancing in the cold breeze Metaphors dance within me like that They come and go gracefully in my head I used to think…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years ago(Love to) FearWhen you're little And lucky Your biggest fears could be The subway Roller coasters Planes The darkness Losing your best friend Getting grounded A nightmare with a giant furry spider eating…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoHonest PonderingYou know my troubles My fears and flaws You know me with the lights on And you wanted me It might be ordinary to you But to me it hadn't happened You see my lies Before I even realize I'm…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoRising AboveMaybe if I burry things deeper and deeper in my mind I won't remember them again I won't wake up in the middle of the night Because I would've buried them so well it'll be like they already…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoOne MonthIs a moment of bliss When it strikes me that I'm not the same I was a month ago I'm getting closer to who I reckon Landing into my own skin Like arriving home What used to hurt me still hurts…luxexteras (25)in writing • 6 years agoThe Progress to Peace IILoneliness is an ice cold sword that cuts through your chest It leaves you hanging Clinging onto everything possible I've always been a loner But I've never experienced the loneliness people…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoThe progress to peace IPeace lives within me When I uncover all the worries from it I can feel myself being a truly support system for others I can see things so clearly There is no more confusion I'm seeing through…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoClinginess is not like me at allClinginess is not like me at all That's why I can move to too many places and find comfort That's why I'm single That's why I can change the way I eat That's why I can deconstruct and…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoThirstI'm into piano concerts at 1pm I'm into hermeneutics and semiotics and psychoanalysis all in one book to read before bed I'm into going to museums to have fun I'm into the art scene to feel…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoMy Life's JugglingI understand that words Are just words They can be taken down I understand that feelings Come and go by themselves Or sometimes just fade I understand that things Change their course at any…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoNowI discovered way too early in life how peaceful it is to be with yourself I plugged in to music and shut the world down way too early in my childhood I wanted to part ways with my folks and…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoNotes on what I struggle to say out loudCalm Is the first thing that comes to mind when I think of how I feel about you Warmth Is the first thing that comes to mind when I touch you somehow Magnetic Is how I can explain the…luxexteras (25)in writing • 7 years agoNotes on love: loving aloneI could walk a hundred miles in this cold weather with these boots And I wouldn’t mind it Because it’s such a beautiful thing To be able to walk at night I think that’s what it means to love…
