BlogHide Resteemsmarkperandin (61)inĀ writingĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Going Gonzo ā WeekendiumSaturday, 5th January 2019. 11.08 I definitely slept. Thatās for sure. Even better, I didnāt wake up once in the night. This has aided my return to āMYā version of reality. Bottom line, I feelā¦markperandin (61)inĀ writingĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Going Gonzo ā No SleepFriday, 4th January 2019. 08.06 No fucking sleep again last night! Jesus! Iām shattered. Why is it? You try to get to sleep all night, then as soon as it gets close to getting up time you startā¦markperandin (61)inĀ photographyĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Family Portrait LOLA bit of Photoshop tomfoolerymarkperandin (61)inĀ artĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Pub LifeFreehand, promarker, photoshopmarkperandin (61)inĀ artĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.A Lonely SomeoneJust a doodlemarkperandin (61)inĀ writingĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agoGoing Gonzo ā TodayThursday, 3rd January 2019. 07.03 Did I sleep? Did I fuck! Not that I was expecting to but Iām ready, I suppose. The 46 year old new boy. 07.38 Typically, Iām here too early. It took 13ā¦markperandin (61)inĀ writingĀ ā¢Ā 5 years agoGoing Gonzo - Out With the Old.Here I am again. At yet another beginning. I can only hope this is the last ābeginningā as Iām sick of starting again. All this waiting to start my new job has pushed me to the brink of insanityā¦markperandin (61)inĀ steemitĀ ā¢Ā 6 years agoAs Suspected. Steemit Pays the 1%. Fuck Everyone Else!!! Just Another Capitalist Pyramid SchemeIt's in The Title. 'nuff Saidmarkperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. W/E: 24/06/18.Having spent the whole week in the burbs, I feel less aggravated than usual. Also, managing to pay all my bills without going into my overdraft is fantastic. This also includes anyā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report w/e: 17/6/18Iām a father. Itās Fathers Day. Thatās all I have to say about that. First task of the day is definitely to order some food from Tesco. Iām flippinā starvinā. Last time I ordered I was so fuckedā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report w/e: 10/6/18Life is pretty shit when all you have to look forward to, is turning off your morning alarm. But, if thatās whatās on offer, Iāll take it! Ok. Another week has passed without incident. Next weekā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. w/e: 3/6/18.I had, kinda, straightened my head out by Friday. Then, Friday night, I read some very emotional news. An old friend, old colleague, fellow pot head and extremely talented marijuana cultivator diedā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist report. w/e: Sunday, 27th May 2018.Another week of absolutely no movement on housing. A bit of nice weather, and a bit of shit weather. That sums it up really! Iāve received even more random deliveries. These include: A Huntingā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. W/E: Sunday, 20th May 2018.Iāve just about pulled back a little financial dignity after Thursday nightās shenanigans. All I have to do is breeze through the next week and the world will be righted. Apart from all the lovelyā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoLamp Lovers, Powder & AlcoholNow that Iām home for the evening, Iāve had a chance to think why Iām feeling the way Iām feeling today. Not that every day isnāt a āroll of the diceā type randomness when it comes to mentalā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. Wednesday, 16th May 2018.Yesterday was an absolute fuck up which prevented me from going to work. I spent the whole day wearing pyjamas and pretending I was in Narniaā¦ā¦..! Ok. Thatās not true. I wasnāt wearing pyjamas. Itā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. Monday, 14th May 2018.I have an excellently heavy week in front of me. A full week of days, one evening and a Saturday. This is excellent for two reasons: The money Work prevents me from getting into trouble. Itāsā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. Saturday,12th May 2018My plan for the weekend has been completely derailed. My intentions for a, relatively, wholesome couple of days has sunk. Itās difficult when you canāt just hide anyway in your own place. Iāllā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. Thursday, 10th May 2018.Automated life. Get up. Go to work. Come home. Eat. Escape to dreamland. Repeat. Of course, there are other moments. For me, almost all of them are escapes. Watching TV, getting fuckedā¦markperandin (61)inĀ blogĀ ā¢Ā 7 years agoThe Narcissist Report. Monday, 7th May 2018.First impressions of the Amazon bought, nootropics are good. I can imagine if you took 2 or 3, youād be off your tits. They definitely give you focus. Iāll give them that. Iām midway through theā¦