BlogHide Resteemsresteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoNo Questions Asked — How I confronted the British PoliceHere is a video I made showing how the British Police conceal the widespread sexual abuse of children: I am a survivor of sexual abuse at a camp similar to the type run by Jeffrey Epstein. I…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoSpeaking out about abuse is part of the healing processThe sexual abuse I experienced was denied and covered-up. But now, almost four-thousand people on YouTube have listened to the testimony of what happened to me as a child , and 23,000 people…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoEpstein's Island, the Royal Family, and Outward BoundAs a child, I was raped and tortured at the Ullswater Outward Bound camp in the UK. This camp is architected in a very similar way to Epstein's Island . It was also patronized by the…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoSimilarities between Epstein's Island and the camp where I was abusedThe British camp where I was sexually abused as a child was architected in a similar way to Epstein's 'Pedophile Island'. I grew up in England in the 1980s. As a child, I was sexually abused for…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoThe Architecture of Abuse (Chapter 2.18)Every major cultural tradition produces its corresponding architecture. What then is the architecture of child abuse? And how does this architecture enable the pervasive rape of children in our…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoRepression and Depression as symptoms of unresolved core traumas (Chapter 2.17)Repression means 'to restrain or hold back'. Repression is the process by which traumatic memories are restrained, or held back , from normal waking consciousness. The word 'repression'…matrjoschka (64)in life • 5 years agoSpeaking out about child abuse by the British CrownThis is a photo of me as a kid. I am a survivor of childhood sexual-abuse by the British Crown. The recent Epstein fiasco has deeply upset me. I have spoken out here on Steemit many times in the…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 5 years agoUse of Drugs and Sedatives during Trauma-Based Mind Control (Chapter 2.12)Psychoactive drugs are sometimes used by programmers during ritual abuse. Typically, the objective of using these drugs is to induce a sense of confusion, disorientation or complete…matrjoschka (64)in psychology • 6 years agoBrexit as suicide: The psychology of self-harmIn the psychoanalysis of Brexit, we confront a suicidal patient. The question must then be asked: What is the rationale behind this compulsion to self- harm? Just as a body is comprised of…resteemedkida (57)in psychology • 6 years agoThe History of Mind Control — Secret Doors, Hidden Rooms, Chapter 1.3Is 'power' mind-control? It is difficult to establish a precise history of trauma-based mind-control, given that history itself is typically recorded and transmitted by the powerful themselves.…matrjoschka (64)in writing • 6 years agoRyan Adams blows himself up: A dream I had last night.Last night I dreamt that singer-songwriter Ryan Adams blew himself up. I met Adams at a press conference in the dream and he seemed quite likeable from a distance although I was aware I didn’t want…matrjoschka (64)in psychology • 6 years agoPornography and Me: How and why I escaped.What is it about pornography? It draws so many of us to crouch, haggard, in darkened rooms, massaging our genitalia to lonely climax in in the cold glow of LCD. Then, in the horrid aftermath…matrjoschka (64)in psychology • 6 years agoShould you listen to your dreams?Is your subconscious mind communicating with you through your dreams? Yesterday, I sat down at the piano and improvised a piece. Then I listened to Jung talking about dream analysis. Then I took a…matrjoschka (64)in life • 6 years agoInstructions: How to make a hollow, wooden tetrahedronGiven our current sociopolitical situation, the question on most people's lips is, "How can I make a hollow, wooden tetrahedron?" This post aims to address this question. What is a tetrahedron…matrjoschka (64)in life • 6 years agoThe big problem with the #metoo movementMen are not the enemy. In fact, sexual violence is perpetrated across genders. Although the methods of abuse often differ: Men are more likely to actively perpetrate, where women tend to enable…matrjoschka (64)in life • 6 years agoThe Karma Police: A toolkit for abuse survivorsI've returned to Steemit with a new project. I took a five month break to heal more from abuse and I've now started a podcast I'd like to share with you all. The project is called Karma Police…resteemedkida (57)in child • 6 years agoA poem by Kid B: The Inner World of Trauma — Memories of Childhood Sexual AbuseThis is a drawing by Kid B depicting her abuse as a child. Prologue: What follows is a poem based on Kid B's experiences of sexual abuse as a child in the UK. At the end of this post is a…matrjoschka (64)in psychology • 6 years agoOne more thing...Before I leave you all. I wanted to revisit the reason I first signed up here. To speak out about the abuse of children. Some of you might remember that I exposed the institutional abuse at…matrjoschka (64)in poetry • 6 years agoA farewell poemMy plane landed in a new world. Then, I found this poem in a book that I picked up by random chance in the first bookshop I walked into: Goodbye.matrjoschka (64)in psychology • 6 years agoHow to let go and stop repeating the pastAs a child I was abused by both of my parents. And as an adult I have sometimes unconsciously repeated those relationship patterns by befriending some people who didn't care about me; but only cared…
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