BlogHide Resteemsnemosum (45)in writing • 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.beware: the light at the end of the tunnel is just a lurewhy don't you just stop? ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ready, set, let’s do this. let’s talk about the…nemosum (45)in writing • 5 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.there i was, way out in the middle of somewhere nobody cared enough about to namethe mountains are calling and i must go kill myself. ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ brittle sherds and shattered birds…nemosum (45)in writing • 5 years agoeat this chocolatefrosted brick of boldfaced blatheration, you bastardsinitiate insane hallucination sequence. ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ your attention please: please don’t pay attention to me. viewer discretion advised, by the prudes and by the fools. this…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the second self-portrait, and the faces in the ceilinglook at all the faces in the ceiling it's day outside but it's dark as the dark side of the moon inside my mindnemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the self-portrait and the smallest flickering flamethe smallest flame flickers in whatever you want to call the sad little thing that used to burn inside me it's almost funny to feel its warmth it doesn't know about all the wind and rain coming…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.hello from the reckless whateveri walk into the wildest places where the only tracks around are of the animals. i surge through the undergrowth uncertainly, and recklessly, as if a searcher with a deadline to find, and…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the days, and how they drag by in this darknessand the days drag by and turn into weeks and months and years and i don’t think this thing is ever going to let me up out of this darkness but if it ever does i'll be waiting i'll be…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the night terrors ft. our blessed mother marymother mary make your arms outstretch above me screaming — save me from another silent night of fright good lord, as i suffocate under bedsheets of the fallen have mercy on my sleeping soul…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the bucketkick the bucket kick it kick it hard kick it harder harder kick it to bucket death kick it till your toes bleed kick it till it's red kick it hard kick it harder kick it redder bloodier kick that…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.blisterswhen in times of joy we see the pain increased what say we then to basic prospects when winter's wind blisters, chills a warm heart how can we distinguish between two offers of love i long…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the caboosealone in the caboose i watch rain fall and railroad tracks fall back into the damp horizon. upset by the train's momentum water rushes down the window in front of me and runs across my…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.the highway where hopefully i'll hit an elk and diewaxing crescent moon above in front a highway where hopefully i'll hit an elk and die i walk into whole foods eyes wide and staring at nothing i wander through aisles as if i exist all i want…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe yellow tail merlot[yellow tail] because, well, there are several reasons: 1 buzzing on the last of wasmund's rye, it was only 8 p.m. 2 didn't want the liquor store guy to think i was an alcoholic [was at his store…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe shadowtears are useless falling from eyes and heart as cold as mine squeezed out like frozen poison bombs they smash like stones and crush me deeper than if never I had cried before wounds inflicted…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe raggedy road shoestappity tap raggedy road shoes turn away the gravel path's wrath the wind requests a dance, a dirty shirt curtsies swish swish say the wornout shorts hey shouts the hat i'm blowin' off here…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agoalfredoas snowflakes float through silent nightlight sorrow flies from rimy eyes. up and down this dark and blackiced street we see the evidence of other lives in limbo. footprints stray and vacant…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe seekersince i was a boy i've walked without fear into the wildest places i've searched for signs of my existence in the unbroken backcountry sometimes under sunshine and sometimes under shadow of…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe snowpacked passesempty heart and nothing here to fill it with so i fly to the frozen wild run through ghost towns whitely silent hale my wasted frame up and over snowpacked passes in the sadness range…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agothe attackcan i tell you what it’s like? i want to tell you what it’s like. i want to tell you. you should listen. imagine tears and grief and crying so violent your whole body trembles and writhes…nemosum (45)in poetry • 6 years agoone step backhow many times shall i stride with such brash uncertainty into such godforsaken wild places as these with this sad godawful hardheart of mine barely beating me alive bleeding seldom it bleeds…