BlogHide Resteemspen-man (43)in social • 6 years agoMy ApologiesWhat a crazy life I live, I would like to apologize for my absence . Sense my last post my world has been turned upside down. Ripped apart from my family like an unwanted lesion . Kicked out my…pen-man (43)in christianity • 7 years agoAmazing GodHeavenly Father blessed be your Holy name, for you are Alpha and Omega the beginning and the end. Before you there was none and after you there shall be no more. For you are great and merciful…pen-man (43)in writing • 7 years agoGather ThemThey say news carries fast but I know garbage blows in the wind Sinners be sitting at the round table waiting for Saints to sin, I watch and I grin But what you expect I know sometimes I speak…pen-man (43)in writing • 7 years agoYour the BlameHave you ever let your guard down and been stabbed in your back But been ok with it, because you knew that was how they would act then just took then knife out and returned it, and been like devil…pen-man (43)in christianity • 7 years agoCheck InJust giving my followers an insight on what I'm going through right now in my life. I have been out of my home for the last 9 months fighting with an addiction , I'm currently in treatment and…pen-man (43)in writing • 7 years agoKind of LoveI want the kind of love that put a chyme in a brothers throat without it being spoke you know the kind of love when you think about it, you get that euphoric feeling like you just hit some dope…pen-man (43)in writing • 7 years agoOnly Believe'm going through a power struggle my flesh and spirit is playing tug a war with my life I ain't got no tow to throw in I got no choice but to fight conscious in my ear trying to bite it like mike…pen-man (43)in christianity • 7 years agoVictory is oursI'm in a physical fight that I gotta fight spiritually We don't wrestle against flesh and blood, but y'all ain't hearing me This faith walk ain't easy but it ain't supposed be When He said fight…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoTrust In HimI'm feeling like Mike right now and starting with the man in the mirror Because now that the rain is gone I couldn't see clearer And although the past is gone it couldn't seem nearer I got a lot…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoHe's Not throughBehind the mask and the costume there is a man crying inside because of the scars and the wounds and failed attempts he can't hide shattered dreams revealed schemes he stands face to face with his…pen-man (43)in inspiration • 8 years agoNo time like nowwhen ever I come back from a fall back my imperfections has been perfected lessons learned from my mistakes because theories have been tested I've returned with a message because notions have been…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoPlaying our partLoving a broken man is not impossible, not if he's a loving man. He simply needs to be catered to and understood not deprived and taken advantage of because of his meekness and compassion. He's…pen-man (43)in help • 8 years agoHelpI'm having difficulties voting?pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoVictoriousDealing with integrity knowing Gods watching me Making sure I exemplify who I'm called to be He who started a good work shall finish, just watch and see Cause I know that y'all watch'n while…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoYesterdayI grew up hating myself do to abandonment issues I mean I really had issues I kept a smile and cried on the inside no Since In wasting no tissue I hated life and life hated me, we agreed so I…pen-man (43)in real • 8 years agoForever FightingFighting with triggers my sobriety at stake Scripture I'm standing, on hate what God hates Feeling overwhelmed I got to much on my plate My problems are problems, but the God I serve is great…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoMy GodI serve a God that disrespects the impossible What you mean, He created the obstacle He makes the illogical logical The improbable probable He formed the Earth separated sea from land created…pen-man (43)in real • 8 years agoMy FightI have a tendency to repress memories Of pain thats hid in me my soul wars against my flesh constantly their enemies my conscious taunts my subconscious cause it has trouble remembering not…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoTaken Mines BackI'm feeling some kind of way ain't no since me stunt'n irritated as hell satan keeps push'n my buttons He's been work'n my nerves but he ain't talking bout nut"n all that pebble tossin and…pen-man (43)in christianity • 8 years agoPrayer for youLord God your word says that the prayers of a righteous man availeth much. And I know that it has nothing to do with what I have done but it is all about your grace. By and through the blood of…