BlogHide Resteemsx1018 (25)in poem • 6 years agoGo back to high school (Original Poem)I don't hold beers long enough to need a Koozie. Got a ruler on my desk, consider that my Oozie. Straight lines now and then can really get me going. Not coke, Coca Cola will often start me…x1018 (25)in suicide • 6 years agoSeventeen Years Ago...Seventeen years ago my father decided to take his own life. This terrible event occurred on Father's day. I failed to call him that year. I did not live with him at the time, but had seen him…x1018 (25)in poetry • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Stigmatter (original poem)Just me and a dozen therapists, collectively. Weekly, we meet together in my hexagonal room, And they see through these eyes. Angle: Tight. Pull focus, zoom. Trapped in a fabricated reality.…x1018 (25)in rap • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Knuckle DraggersSippin' on that good life, not sayin' that I lack strife. My complexes have complexes from these remixes among us like thunder above us. Shake like a leaf from a tree so large. Nobody can tell…x1018 (25)in short • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.The AntsI'm only good at having one friend at a time. The first time I came home from the mental institution, I remember standing in the kitchen. My mother and her mother looked at me with peculiarity.…x1018 (25)in stories • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Once Upon a Cave (continued)I was bone thin by now, drenched in sweat and clay and cave goop. The water trickles through the Earth onto my hand and I snap out of a long gaze. Kyle is looking at me and has changed his light…x1018 (25)in poetry • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Radio SilentHip hop narcotics anonymous. Tip top, trying to get to the bottom of this cryptic tic tac toe revelation. Let go, flow from below the gravitational pull. Lose control and go null. Radio…x1018 (25)in art • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Astronaut DotsAstronaut dots cover the bed as I awake and look for my head. Alone again and time for work searching for pants, keys, and purse. Did I ride a horse nine hours of sleep last night Nine, he…x1018 (25)in stories • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Once Upon a CaveIt all started the day he left. We were together everyday, sleeping and waking minutes, for years. And then he drove away. I was left to my dorm and my new friends. This was my new life and my…x1018 (25)in update • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.It's come down to thisIt's come down to me sleeping on the carpet. I beginning to behave like him again, it struck me today. How long have I been like this? How many people do I need to apologize to once I'm better…x1018 (25)in poetry • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Broken Machine HeadPropagate and legitimize stereotypes that come alive. Obliterate semblance of sanity, admit bliss. Anchored love rains from above. Every gear keeps rolling. My machine works for me. Brain is…x1018 (25)in poetry • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.GravityTourettes and heretic lunacy. Prophetic erotic piracy. Exploring exponential reality by denying what cannot be proven and supplying what can be woven with real thoughts and words of suspense…x1018 (25)in anorexia • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Intestines Empty 1/3 at a timeLet's just say that sometimes I have difficulty eating. I used to love food, sometimes I still love food. It's just difficult to keep down during certain anxiety producing moments. It all…x1018 (25)in poetry • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.ConfrontationI'm running down my eraser. In fact, I need more paper. Not crepe paper, grade A papers. Wrote great papers, mind shapers. Ones on which professors were elaborators, maybe one day…x1018 (25)in introduceyourself • 7 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Hi, My Name is x1018One day I had my life together and by night, I was barefoot and five hours from any semblance of a home. Some things that I have learned seem to have been erased, lost along the way. Perhaps from…
