BlogHide Resteemszednark (41)in gaming • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Jeff Vogel, a fantastic indie game designer and personal hero of mine, just did a talk on his experience in the industry.zednark (41)in blog • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.I ain't doing a Schismatrix update, sorry.So yeah, I disappeared. I do that when I'm anxious. Steem became a source of anxiety, because I figured if I'd keep up with it, my life could move forward, and this turned into internal pressure.…zednark (41)in blog • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.Schismatrix Blues, Part OneYou've probably heard the term Cyberpunk. It calls to mind neon lights, rain, sleazy noodle stands and full VR hacking with your mind jacked straight into the 'trix. And yeah, that's what Cyberpunk…zednark (41)in music • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.World/Inferno Friendship SocietySo, if we're looking at me as a person, we're also looking at my interests. I'm not sure if it's autism or just a quirk of character, but not only do I get very much into my interests, I also think…zednark (41)in art • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.So, this is a record.I'm writing this as a sort of half biography, half memoir, half preservation of self. A suicide note of sorts, though death may not come by my own hand and if it does it will not come soon. I plan…zednark (41)in death • 6 years agosteemCreated with Sketch.The Two Deaths.Some dead Roman dude had this idea. The idea that every human being dies two deaths. The first is the literal one. They die, croak, meet their maker, push up daisies, come a cropper, perish, go…