Life can be an amazing experience, every thought we have in our mind creates. You yes you are in control of your own destiny and happiness if you have positive happy thoughts then that is what you will attract into your life. If you have sad or bad thoughts that is what you will attract into your life. Try saying the following statement twice a day and see how good you feel and how your life starts to change.
I am Wealth
I am Abundance
I am all of the Gold, All of the Joy, All the Health, All the Fulfillment and All the miracles in this Universe All of the time.