The Love of Abundance in Love

It was not a usual day today, it was a different day. It was a reminder day, it was an awareness, stop you in your tracks day and reflect on this journey we call life and I was totally in tune with it. When you have people that love you in your life you have everything you need in abundance.

From the mental calculation of how many breads I’d get from one portion and the realisation that it would go further than before, looking at the pulses and full coffee cup, from the way I made up my water with lemon and lime, it was obvious to me that so much has changed over the first part of 2019 — when you have an abundance of love the route back to mental clarity is a million times easier.

I set alarms, multiple alarms for moving assets and sleeping and waking up to converse, put breakfast and a backup in the fridge ready for changing my behaviour in the coming months, heck the rest of this month, I’ve got a solid goal that I was lucky to realise all from abundance of being loved.

we are an effective team (yes, yes we are)

The very grains of our days (time, tides and sand in your mind) are falling away and we treat them so flippantly, like we have an unlimited amount of them, obviously we don’t so when you become self aware to that you want to make sure you get the most out of that time — we are all racing along to the bending will of the universe.

Whilst tired I still wanted to free write kinda today, I’ve got so many emotions flowing through me today, I’m completely present and correct, like a new lease of life, recharged, re-enabled, brought back from the brink of cryostasis — feels like my mind soaked in a bunch of activities, knowledge and let go a little of my ‘usual’ routine.

even thou the first half of 2019 has gone I can honestly say it’s been a good half of a year that I can remember back too — I dislike those years when you look up and you can’t apply anything that was worthwhile or learnt in the last six months but this one literally saved me in so many ways — of course I have @dayleeo to answer for a lot of that, she brought my spirit back up and took care of me and guess one — I don’t think we had chicken soup Italian style once, there was a time only that would work!

Now we have something more, we jumped down the ‘what do we need, want’ rabbit hole together and we explored all the sub divisions, debated, drank a lot, stacked our tokens and invested in bulk buying, removing plastic in our lives and designing our future, we made big inroads to 2019 and I’m stoked for the rest of the year now because I know what we are both carrying back with us — love, abundance and choices.

it only took a mental clarity drought of options for us to actually try doing things different instead of just talking about the what if’s — just do it.

Admittedly a lot of this was doing things over and over, discussing, testing different things, changing the very food we decided to eat on a daily basis, we swapped out the bad and put in the good. Realising how much that unlocked and how much we had grown in the process, actually feeling the belief in ourselves as people instead of getting lost in the noise of the bombardment of ‘social media’ and life in general.

The switch flipped from survival mindset to abundance, the realisation there was enough if you just switched or learned about new things — we’ve been across the board in the last six months, from wines, cheeses, packaging, flours, time optimising as we went, feeling quite smug thank you over much for realising where the time goes and then collecting it all up like a casting out a net and checking to see what the time spoils were when they all came back over the side of the boat.

Delegating your own needs out for the greater need for dual abundance, collaborating on a micro level with another human being to allow and to remove doubt, so much clarity has been gifted to both myself and dayle I’ve felt in all of everything that’s been going down while we went on this quest together, it’s been a total trip this time around.

From stronger bonds, my daughter being more self aware, the overwhelming sense of time and the mental dexterity to wield it in a sensible manner, removing the middle man desire for acknowledgement and instead replaced with rapid evolving of needs and relative future proofing, it’s been a veritable mixed bag of emotions that popped today.

It all starts fresh tomorrow x

pinterest epic wins pinboard → brand advocate for nokia, 1000heads, verisign → won vloggie for node666 (san fran 2006) → television for time team history hunters 1999 → sold me.dm to evan williams in april 2011 → went to phil campbell, alabama to help raise money after tornado (was on sky news, bbc news)→ CNN for sxsw 2013 about austin sxsw → video chat with robert scoble → music video can you spot me?