Secret..

Drowning with secrets
Too hard to bear
Scared of myself
Scared of my pain
Scared of their hearts
And what's hidden in them
Scared of their hands
Rotten and old
Scared of what they could do
Scaring myself
Deep in the night
Dreams that'll never go away
I hide from myself
Hide from their gossip
The ones that chew gum
Smacking and licking
Whispers and giggles
Inaudible to me
My heart is aching with terror
The tears are rolling slowly
Screams of panic
Killing me gradually
Until I finally disintegrate.