Poem: I'm tired of being alone

You seem to think i am happy,but i am not
I laugh hard,even though i'm hurting as hell
I cheer everyone up like i don't have any problem at all
I always smile like it's the nicest thing to do
I always talk,but i cant even let go of my thoughts

I made everyone happy and ironically i can't even do it for myself
i always lesten to everyone's problem when nobody is even asking, how i am doing, i trust everyone around me,and i ended up being backstabbed
i am special,but nobody seems to appriciate me
i did everything to make them feel they're not alone,and it weakens me thinking no one will ever stay and do the same thing for me i'm tired,for all the faking,hiding,pretending and everything

I'm Tired

     The best part about being alone is that you really don't have to answer to anybody.you do what you want.When we are alone it is the only time we are free.Free from the influence of others.
     I have always treasured having some time to myself drowing up i was thrilled when i got to play videogames by myself.and i didn't have to worry about anything.
     Even though the attic has now changed to the open wilderness.The comforting solitude is still there. A place where i can truly br myself and do what i love. Be free to follow your thoughts and chase after them.Be inspired by your solitude because it is truly great.