Some People Ask Me If I Have a Death Wish

in anarchy •  8 years ago  (edited)

Actually, I am scared of death. It’s one part of life that I cannot control and I think that’s what scares me the most. Before heading out to surf massive waves, I tell myself that I could die today. I also tell myself that if I panic or if I freak out, death will surely happen.

Check out my interview with @dollarvigilante right here

One thing that most people don’t know about me is that I thrive off of this fear. I feel more alive than anything. In fact, the bigger the waves, the more excited I get because I know that I’m fulfilling my purpose in life when I go out there.

What good could possibly come out of risking your life surfing?

Let me explain how my life has changed over the past 10 years.

I lost my father due to cancer. Back then I used to trust doctors like my father’s oncologist who informed us that the only possible way he could “cure” his cancer was by radiation and chemotherapy. It wasn’t until after he passed that I learned how important ones diet is to fight off cancer. It infuriated me to learn this when I knew that they were giving him foods high in sugar among other unhealthy options for all three meals during his stay and what turned out to be his last days in the hospital. They actually gave him coke to drink! I also learned that doctors get MAYBE one class on nutrition during their time spent in college! That alone is enough to lose faith in “the system” that’s supposed to have our best interests at heart.

I ended up doing more research and learned about many things. For example, the aluminum phosphate industry sells hydrofluoric (HF) acid to cities to dump into the water supply.

This acid destroys the pineal gland which produces melatonin and some say is where the soul resides.

In 2008 I lost 90 percent of everything I had worked for. I trusted the mainstream news such as CNBC and Fox. It was then that I truly realized I could no longer trust our financial system, nothing the government has EVER done is good and if it seems good, there is an easy explanation on why it is really garbage. I learned about fractional reserve banking, derivatives, the Federal Reserve, and read “The Creature From Jekyll Island” and “Tragedy and Hope”. If you haven’t already I definitely recommend it.

One of my friends gave me 2 DVD’s to watch, these would prove to solidify my views on the government. The first was Bohemian Grove and the second was on 9/11. This was the first time I’d heard of Building 7. I initially thought this DVD was bogus and decided to research it myself. I found that 2 planes brought down 3 buildings. These facts have never been widely reported on the news or even mentioned in the 9/11 commission report. Ever wonder why? Take a look at who owns these news corporations- they’re all Bilderberg members. As if that wasn’t bad enough I then popped in the Bohemian Grove video and was fuming by the end of it. Years after viewing these disturbing films I signed up for The Dollar Vigilante newsletter and became a paid member of TDV. Luke Rudkowski, Max Keiser and Larken Rose are other great individuals I’ve found that shed light on the truth and work to expose the corruptions of the government.

This is how I discovered that the sick satanic crooks known as the Rothchilds and Rockefellers helped build a system that ended up murdering my father, loosing his pension that he worked for half his life saving up for and has lied and deceived me for many years.

I could no longer stand by and take this submissively.

Everyone has a gift. They’re all different and unique, the trick is to utilize your gift in the best way to educate, inspire and motivate others. For me, big wave surfing was it.

There is a lot of competition in the big wave arena but I noticed that there was a path that few others were taking. While most big wave surfers were strictly paddling into waves, limiting their ability to surf anything over 60 feet, I wanted bigger. By towing into waves with a jetski, we are able to surf anything. If a 120 foot wave came in, we would easily be able to catch it…. riding it is a different story…

We use a jetski to surf waves that are too big to paddle into. The reason we actually need a jetski for waves in the 70 foot range and larger is because the larger the wave, the faster it moves through the ocean. The waves we are after are traveling at over 30 mph or close to 50 km/h.

My friends and family call me a warrior. Nowadays being a warrior doesn’t necessarily mean how effectively you can murder, like the troops do on a constant basis. I risk my life surfing waves as big as 10 story buildings because I love it and because I have a deep burning desire to take on the evil puppet masters as best that I can. The bigger the wave, the bigger the platform for me to share my story and inspire others to break free of the mainstream and think for themselves.

Nothing will get in my way to do this. Not even a 100 foot wave. This gives me a platform that I cannot wait to take advantage of. Our true enemies will die due to slowly cutting them. Every cut counts and I am doing my part. This is one of my major drives out in the water.

I realize that this is what I am made for.

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Holy shit dude I just read your post on saving your friend from those monster waves. Comments are frozen, so I couldn't comment there, but man I can't believe how little attention that post got. I love that last paragraph in this post though. Reminds me of that Bob Marley song Small Axe.
Oh, you've also inspired me in another way. I've had a reverse osmosis water filtration system sitting in a box in my foyer for couple weeks now. I'm going to install it today after reading your comment about fluoride. Probably why I can't sleep with the whole melatonin thing.

Yeah fluoride is horrible!

Keep it Up Toby you are an inspiration!

Thanks Randy:)

Great post - love the interview - but those waves and photo's are amazing. I grew up in SW England on the beach - love surfing and bodybording, not brill, but its about the fun, especially with the children. Keep the post coming always love surf/beach photos

England must have some freezing cold water... My tow surf partner is from Wales. Looking forward to checking out his home town. Heard its beautiful.

yep its freezing , but you learn to move quick!!....Don't know about Wales for surfing, but Devon and Cornwall is fantastic - North Coast tends to have more swell and larger waves!

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