Ficlet 01 : Clouded Ideals

in angst โ€ขย  5 years agoย 

โ–Ž ๐™ธ๐š ๐šŠ๐š’๐šฃ๐šž๐š–๐š’ ๐šก ๐™พ๐š’๐š”๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ

 โ๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ?โž

 Iwaizumi asked one more time when Oikawa was swallowed with despair.

 The passion that the guy had was replaced of mere desparation, crumpling the paper he was writing on of his possible game strategies before throwing it to his best friend.

 โ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง, ๐ˆ๐ฐ๐š-๐œ๐ก๐š๐ง!โž

 โ๐ˆ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐œ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?!โž

 Oikawa tried to open his mouth, wanting to retort, but the disgust in Iwaizumi's eyes overwhelmed him. Hence, he shut his mouth and cried.

 โ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ž๐ข๐ค๐š๐ฐ๐š ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž.โž

 The raven shut the door close, leaving the fragile setter all alone once again. 

 In despair. In needโ€”Oikawa wanted to compensate and make it all fine again. But he sucumbbedโ€”in defeat, he is lost.

 โ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐›๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž.โž

 He stabbed the pen he was using on the silent table, repeatedly slaughtering the material in an attempt to make himself better.

 ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณโ€”but he keeps on getting worse, and he is on the verge of losing everything he values.


             โ€”๐‘ฐ ๐’…๐’๐’'๐’• ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’…๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’†โ€”
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