I am sorry to the people I have hurt. @Krystle and @Ausbitbank but also @Drakos, @Uwelang and others who received retaliation flags from me. I assure you that I will do everything I can to remove and reduce the damage I have caused through my inability to control my actions in the previous days.
I acknowledge that I have made a terrible mistake, and I will take onboard a policy of deescalating rather than pushing for further conflict.
Last night I came to a breaking point and blew up, intentionally saying things to get a reaction from my old friend @Ausbitbank.
This was a huge mistake. An apology does not even cover what has been said however I have came to the realization that there is a lesson to be learned here, and I give my word that I will hold it close for the duration of my stay on SteemIt.
I don't expect anyone to forgive me after the terrible things I've said. I will be acknowledging this mistake on each of the comment trail have begun in an attempt to make amends, and I will work on positive projects like using my bots and voting power to help out new users who have gone unnoticed and to promote an environment of peace acceptance and liberty for all regardless of circumstance. God bless you all. Take care, Steemit.
https://steemit.com/apology/@noganoo/an-apology-from-noganoo-to-the-steemit-community
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lol:)
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Yep, you've made an insincere apology before, and then went right back to fuckary within two posts. Will it be different this time? Not holding my breath.
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oh shit! @neoxian angry? daaaaamn
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I wish I could take this seriously, but we've already done this dance multiple times already. You're a liar and an emotional manipulator and it's only the new users with no knowledge of context that are falling for your act.
Nogbot is paused and will remain funded because I don't believe you for a second, I'll continue watching your botnets and reactivate it the moment you step out of line.
Fingers crossed this will be the last time I have to speak to you ever again. Consider all bridges incinerated beyond recovery, forgiveness isnt on the cards here.
Seek mental help.
Edit: you already flagged since the apology, what a shock that you were lying, yet again.
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Lol
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Religion toxic when will people wake-up:)
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"the opiate of the people" -- Karl Marx
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I hope this does not sound too judgmental, but I do think you're suffering from something that needs to be addressed. Have you considered getting some mental health help? The kind of stuff that you've been doing is so anti-social, so damaging (first to others then to yourself) that it is worth looking into what is wrong inside yourself, as it's becoming really apparent that you recognize that something isn't right. That is my honest assessment, as I think there are good qualities within you, that are worth cultivating, but you're truly ruining it. As long as your aggression and violence is projected outwards, though, your life will not be very good on Steemit. It's really your choice.
Hey, if it helps in any way, I was an alcoholic, and I got angry at alot during the last phase. The drugs/drinking altered my brain so much.....I finally was able to get off the drugs, and it does make a huge difference in my behavior. I am working on empathy, and trying to get back feelings.
It's something that takes a lot of time.
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De-escalation is the only option. It's good to see it happening. Your actions seem to be anxiety or bipolar induced. I'm not entirely sure you're in complete control of yourself. I'll echo the calls that you seek help. You've expressed emotional damage and abuse. You need to find a way to clear that from your system. I really don't think you're going to find the solace you're looking for while flagging posts with bot armies though. I wish you well on your recovery. I doubt it will be an easy path. Force yourself to sleep on a schedule, and find a therapist, coach, shaman, or someone to act as guide. Set your intention to heal and the universe will find the right person for the job.
For the love of god I hope you stop causing harm to both yourself and this community.
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This. 100%:
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I forgive you, and I'm re-extending that peaceful branch again.
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I've watched some of this play out from the outskirts and really hoping for this sort of maturity coming from you, and from @drakos who is still willing to extend an olive branch. If your words are indeed sincere then this will go more as a testament of Steemit's community ability to resolve its own issues like a community, sure things will get ugly at times but anyone who can publicly admit his/her mistakes has my support. Especially when such words are backed up by actions.. Thank you.
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Hmm - honestly you did not harm me that much - and I am a guy that usually has no problems with anyone - simply as of my horoscope. I am used to get along with anyone, your apology is a good step if well-intentioned. If not oh well, we will see, important to apologise to @ausbitbank and also to @ats-david which you did not mention. Open to all constructive relationship moving forward.
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For those of you accepting his apology, did you see what he said to members of our community about their CHILDREN. Because he is mad about REWARDS. WTF people is nothing too far?
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We don't necessarily accept his apologies. We want him to be helped in anyway shape or form and be made unable to hurt himself and others as far as possible if such a thing is possible.
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Wow. 100%
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I agree with @teamsteem. His behavior is not acceptable and won't be tolerated. He needs to seek help himself at this stage.
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I am a little concerned about your recent interactions with @bilalhaider, who has stolen my identity and is now announcing "retaliation" plans because I defended myself. I see via his wallet memos that you are working with him. Do you have something against me, as well? I would be glad to try to work it out amicably. if the two of you are plotting something, I will not take to it kindly. I have already been involved in two battles this week, and two accounts are now done for. I hate this type of shit, but will defend myself again. It would pay to be up front and honest here. Thank you.
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Hope the post is coming from your soul and not from a tactical move to get the grip back on here. I forgive you if it is as stated.
You attacked people that never spoke to you or not even notice you existed and never cared about your existence, like myself. You attacked a post from @uwelang where he donates the money to a boy who lost a leg. That was very low. Even if you remove the votes, the post is gone and the rewards can't be recovered.
I would suggest to read that post and transfer the damaged amount tenfold to the guy that is mentioned there.
Also remove the picture of @ausbitbank and his kids. This is also a very low attack to do. I see you call yourself a Christian. A true one would never do such a thing. Christianity is aimed at forgiveness not attacking kids.
I don't mind that you cursed me, even if that I was speaking normal to you.
Hope that my comment enlightens your mind and soul and that you see it as constructive.
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This is 100% a tactical move, he's following his usual script and he couldn't even keep it together long enough to not flag thousands of times in his own apology thread. Don't buy it.
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PS. You probably want to go through some recent posts and delete the content before it's forever stored on the block.
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I believe we need to also allow room for you to be better. If we don't do that then you'll never have a chance. If we never give you the opportunity to be something better then there wouldn't be a point in you trying. I'm glad you were able to see the stir that this caused and it makes me happy to see you letting it go. Liberating yourself from more headache and pain.
You're truly strong for this and without any judgement I appreciate this gesture. It doesn't matter what you've done or if you continue to do wrong, what matters is what you do after those things. It's who you want to be and I can see that you want to be better to yourself and the people around you. This takes true strength. Non of this was about winning anything, it's about achieving a higher understanding for everyone involved.
I think you have a great power to help others and change many negatives to positives. This post is living evidence of that.
Thank you @noganoo for being better not just for us, but for yourself.
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