NaPoWriMo: Day#9

in art •  7 years ago 

1900930_10101620522646676_415358720_o.jpgoriginal painting, acrylic on wood.

TW: Negative Self-Talk/Suggestions of Self-Harm

Do you hear the way you talk to yourself?
What a bitch
You are
To yourself.

Where is this anger coming from?

You know what
You should just
Work out
Eat healthier
Drink more water
Get out more
Go running
Clean your house
Look for a better job
Volunteer
Get a real boyfriend
Have a baby
Call your mother.

Then you'd be happier.

You know this is all your fault, right?
Why can't you just get it together?
Maybe then you wouldn't be so angry
And wouldn't have to talk to yourself this way.

Maybe you need to take this to the next level
Start pinching your own arm really hard
When you're being
Lazy
Selfish
Stupid
Weak.

Maybe then you can train the loser out of yourself.

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