To Ashes, Digital Painting (with Time Lapse Vid)

in art •  6 years ago  (edited)


 As the flames slowly burn me to ash, I wonder if anybody out there will  remember me once I am gone? Does my very existence mean anything to  anyone? The desire to be close to someone... and yet, I do not realise  it but I subconsciously distance myself from other people. Telling  myself I am not worthy of their friendship, of their love. Hoping for a  connection but never enough to hold on to one. I start to think of the  past, if I had chosen another path, would life had been so different?  Would I still be sad? I start to worry about the future and all the  uncertainty it holds. I think so much of both timelines that I never  focus on the present. I'm living life but never truly appreciating it.  And as all this plays in my head, I do not know how to react but smile.  Smile at the abyss because the world cultivates the image of happiness  for everyone. However, when the door is closed, that is where I am true  to my thoughts. The darkness comes crawling in all around me...  engulfing... suffocating. I lose myself, my identity, my connection to  the world and then I ask myself....
 

Does my life have meaning? 


TIME LAPSE VIDEO 

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The picture is very interesting..... big impression:)

Thank you so much Sylaba25!! Really means a lot!

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