I Am Nothing
Hear my void
Buzzing
Tinnitus
Haunting my shadow
An auditory illusion
Trickery
Sorcery
Of time and space
Lights path complete
The final fizzle still sounds
Like a distant star
Gone
Still visible where you are
Haunted
Trapped
The phantom ear drum still vibrating
Long after
A confused drummer boy
Diligent and dutifully
Maintains the ceaseless snare
Trapped in the middle
Drum
Drumming
Engine buzz
Cruel
Disturbed
Deceiving
No course charted
No destination
Let me off this fucked up party cruise
40th birthday
Bashed
He sits
Alone on the deck
Unaware that the party is over
He drums
Someone please remove this child
His unrelenting monotones
Pains me
Even in death
I am rattled
These fools
They surround me
Don't see the shackles
Of this shadow vessel
Their joy torments me
In the mirror there is no judgement
There is nothing
Touching and sad... You are a word ninja
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In my world, currently dominated by a pint sized Ninja Turtle enthusiast, that my friend is the greatest of compliments.
From you, with your personal experience of the things I reference, I am further complimented.
Typing on steemit, drawing, the little crafting things I try to do. They all worsen my pain. I stopped for a while, but then I have nothing much else. I save my energy for my family, but I still fall short. I can become incredibly unpleasant and difficult to live with too. When I do something, anything, it comes at a cost. My family are the ones that see my ugly wallowing. It's occasional. Usually after I do something, not a big thing, but something I used to do, like go to the shops. The pain and fatigue are so frustrating. The tinnitus steps it up too.
You are my companion in these things. I'm sorry you suffer but being understood treasurly. Treasurly... Might not be a word, but I'm a word Ninja so if it's not it is now.
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:D, I have the ugly wallowing as well, its pretty bad and they know to leave me alone. I am so thankful they deal with it and I hope one day it falls away. I am sorry you suffer companion but being understood treasurly :] HiYah
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Ps remember to be kind and forgiving with oneself, compassionate... blessings
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Holy shit, is that ever dark - but wonderfully, powerfully put together & expressed. 🙏
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Interesting post... Playful and at the same time profound. I love that duality so I am looking forward to more.
Upvote and follow.
Warm regards!
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It has been a while since I indulged myself and my woes in abstract word salad.
I'm glad you like my egocentric tangential brainspasm.
I used to call it a subconscious spew or brain fart. Brainspasm sounds less pungent. Don't you think?
...and wow! I thought I should check you out before I completed my response. I'm so glad you commented on my ramblin's. You are a find. 💎 Where in steem have you been?
Followed. Thanks for commenting so I could discover your work.
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As a big fan of the Dadaïsm I can only love your abstract word salads and egocentric tangential brain spasm. Yes, without exaggeration, I'm crazy about it. In fact, in my opinion, these inner associative excesses give the most direct breeding ground for creativity. And sincerely, I insert it!
So please, treasure your splurges to value and keep posting what you doing so well. ;)
Thank you for the inspiration!!
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Dada! Before steemit I hadn't ever written any kind of verse, and it has been a very long time since I had drawn anything either.
I've just looked up Dadaïsm. Thanks for validating my derailed thinking. Staying on the rails is over rated and only offer repetitive journeys. Finding your own groove is of paramount importance . PS I hate when people refer to there insular experience as a journey. Pease forgive me.
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It 's certainly forgiven and I understand completely.
Personal quests for identity (read: individual grooves) have indeed nothing to do with what has been, otherwise there would be no progress never more.
It was just remarkable how you develop content, on the same playful way, the dada movement did. It was the first thing that came to mind ... Stronger than myself.
What I really should have said is that you have a natural talent for developing a visual personal research. With a high artistic content, even (maybe) it's not your intention.
So, with this it's adapted and improved ;)
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nice post @girlbeforemirror
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nice post
i love it
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