I think we all have our reasons to find a way to escape at times and this morning, well afternoon, I needed a very alone moment with my thoughts and brushes. No sounds, just the paint, the brushes and me.
I am not going into detail but I am feeling much better now that I sat down and took the time to put my mind back where it belongs. 

Waking up nervous, getting test results back, having a heavy talk ... Made my morning hard enough to collapse after. No, I am not going to die and I don't have some bad sickness but I do have an disorder ( Mentally) Like I said, I will not go into detail but things make way more sense to me right now. When I feel sad, depressed or even scared and alone, the only thing that works magic in me is painting. I create this image in my head where I want to be and today this is the perfect dream spot for me. 

Some people can tell their dreams so real but I can't, so instead of using words, I used my paint! 

For this painting I used acrylic paint and paper. 

Progress pictures: 

There are a millions words I could use today, but I won't.
My painting says it all! 

Thank you for your time! 

NOTE:  Do you want a unique hand draw banner or gif?
I offer my skills to design them for you!
To learn more about the price have a look at this post:
https://steemit.com/steemgigs/@poeticsnake/steemgigs-i-m-offering-my-skills-to-create-hand-drawn-banners-and-gifs

“I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in darkness, the astonishing light of your own being.” ~Hafiz 

My name is @poeticsnake, a creative writer and dreaming poet! 
A wandering soul searching for new paths to walk on!
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