It Hurt

I remember that it hurt, looking at her hurt. After all these years all the memories we created, there we were. Sitting in between all those noises, still finding enough silence to drown in each other. All those promises, all those words and still I was unsure. Unsure of what destiny holds for us, unsure of what’s about to come. Smiling on the outside, afraid inside, none of us knew. I could see the depth of emotions in her eyes. Our eyes contained each other. I could hear my heart beating. I could hear her heart beating. Her glimmering eyes still made me lose my mind. Even after all these times, the slightest touches felt strange, felt like something new. Our lips didn’t move, rather the expressions were doing the talking. The crowds rushed around us, we were in our own world. So close to each other that we could feel each other breaths, still distances existed. Strange it was, our twisted fortune was to blame. Insecure of what our fate really had for us. Alone in between all the rush. Damaged from all that we’ve faced.

It hurt me how beautiful she was. It hurt me why the most beautiful of us, get thrashed the worse. As she spoke, I couldn’t help but stare at her alluring lips. She spoke and I just sat there indiscreetly adoring her angelic face; wondering why the damaged people are the most beautiful ones. Her glimmering eyes looked at me like they would make me a prisoner for the rest of my life. Her eyes seemed to hold the answers for all my questions. As her aroma stuck into my head, all my heart wanted to do was to make her mine. Mine forever, or atleast as long as we mortals live; for our life is not a fairytale to go on forever. The times seem to froze, whenever I gazed at her captivating smile. It seemed like a spell to me, the one that could turn me out of my senses, not caring for anything else. So beautiful she was, passing all those smiles, that even the angels would be jealous. It hurt me how perfect she was, in all she did. It hurt, me looking at her after all these times, and still skeptical of what destiny holds for us.

PS- The first line is taken from the movie ‘Stuck in Love’