me ...?my self ...? respect

About me.......?
i am astu from india .
why i am doing hear ...? i am doing pursuit off love , happiness, kind, silence , me , my self , lots off think i am searching still year and year .... i remember 10 year ago i ma doing study in pharma , and i really understand i am a part off robotic education system but i am still continue my study because off fear how to i ma survival in this world and faintly i ma done my course in pharma than i am doing a job in Spanish multinational pharmaceutical company . "day to day and month to month " i am working in marketing filed and run my robotic life after 1 year latter i am quit my job and finding something better life for me and i am starting travailing and visiting many organisations , meet different people and learning pair to pair . i am learning in travailing , cooking , film-making , acting , painting ,storytelling , gems with kids , carpentering (wood)work , electronic work and plumbing but i see this is just a said kick passion and finally one day i am working in bamboo (with Kunal bhatiya ) we making geodesic dome using bamboo there( in Delhi ) i am meditation in my work i feel this is i am searching my hole life now i am follow with my passion bamboo artist last 2 year

and making something better life like i am feel be