Yes you wish, we all do. Sometime ago I read a post that says God isn't responsible for the suffering we go through but he allows them happen for a reason best known to him, we as humans can only wonder about it but in the end will God really allow bad things happen just to make us feel pain?? No. me personally i feel God's reasons for allowing bad things happen don't not only have the negative side but positive side as well....it's more like saying if those things didn't happen it would have caused more harm than good to us in the future.