The only left of me from my Papa. An old i.d of my Papa
This is my papa's voter's id. I was looking around here in our house but i don't find any left pictures of him (can't find our photo albums) except for this one. He is a very shy type person that when it's time to took photos he will hesitate.
But as i searched my old facebook account i grab some photos of mine and i looked for these photos and notice that i saw papa's hands and body when he was still alive.
I don't even notice before that i don't have a chance to take pictures with my papa. I cried when i saw him just a bit on this photos. I am wishing that i could take that photos again with my papa's face so i can see him again. Those things around his bed reminds me too in this photo. The speakers, radio and the C2 bottle. And my first dog died after a year of his death.
This coming June, the world will celebrate Father's day. I don't have a father anymore. He just pass away 7 years ago.
I will describe him as a loving, corney, easy to make happy, so appreciated dad. I will just focus on the good side of him though may some people who knew my dad may disagree.
Last year, on his death anniversary i dreamed about him. And i found myself waking up crying, and missing him. It seems like it's true. I'd still remember when my father were still alive, he always talks to me about having a boyfriend. (I have my first boyfriend at the age of 22.) He told me this, "chel, kelan ka ba mag boboyfriend, kelan ka ba mag aasawa? Gusto ko makita ko magiging apo ko sayo."
Then i answered, "ayaw ko pa papa eh"
It was just like a year i have a boyfriend, then i talk to myself, "sayang di pa naabutan ni papa na nagkaboyfriend na ko, sigurado magkakasundo sila ni jay"
I am missing a special person in my life, he died at the age of 50, very young. It was a tragic moment on me as i witness his last breath. When i remember it, it brings me into tears.
Our bonding time consisting of foods! He loves to eat even though he has a diabetes. When i cooked out of anything,(i am a type of person loves to experiment on cooking and baking) he was so amazed and loves it.
If i would offer a song for him this Father's day, it would be "Dance with my Father"
It was like a big emotions that was longing and wishing to see my papa again. If i could steal a second to see my papa alive again. I know some of you can relate on me if you lost your father too fast. As i am crying while i am writing this i hope you guys can feel the lyrics of this song straight from your heart.
A message for my Papa,
I love You Papa, these words that i missed to say to you when you were still alive. All i can say to you right now that i am missing you. I know that you were in good condition. I do believe that we will meet again in Heaven someday. 'till that time comes, hope you will walk with me when i walked in the aisle😥. That you could see me wearing my most beautiful gown that i could ever wear. I don't realize before that i am a Papa's girl just now. If i could take photos with you i will grab all that opportunity. Miss you so much!
From your loving daughter,
Rachelle
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