The first attack

It’s a crisp black night and you’re a 13 year old boy, you’re spending the summer at your dads house because back at home your mom just beat the fuck outta you because she thought you stole a thousand dollars from her when you know you didn’t... you’re in bed about to get ready to sleep and suddenly you feel mannish hands rubbing up on your body, your private area being intruded by some veryyyy uncomfortable tugging and groping. You’re confused as to what the fuck is going on to which you turn and you’re shocked to see what is happening: you’re father, your own flesh and blood is trying to conduct sexual acts upon you against your will. You cry out:
“Stop dad, what are you doing? This isn’t right!” You get struck upside the jaw and you’re father replies
“Shut the fuck up, come here and suck this dick”
You’re scared and you don’t know what to do but to conduct this act... you’re mind is going crazy trying to process what the fuck is going on? You’re father choking you as he still forces you to suck on his dick and then finally he climaxes and tells you to swallow... from there your forced onto your back and he tries to rape you but to no avail... he uses petroleum jelly to try and get your asshole loose but it just won’t budge, he’s using his two fingers to grind and stretch your anal cavity as much as he could, the pain is unbearable! Like nothing on this earth physically, mentally or spiritually could compare... he still has no success of his evil endeavors and ends the night off with forcing you to suck his dick again until climax and he drifts to sleep as you lay on the bed with a shattered soul wondering if your ever gonna be okay again