I Am Feeling Much Better Again Now

It sucks to discover that you ate something that you thought was good but it was not. It happened last night and my only reason was to maybe get some additional calories and nutrition out of that supplemental food pack that our village official had given to my parents plus some of those biscuits for them to eat.

So I tried one of the food pack and then experienced that my guts doesn't like it and so I felt bloated and passed gas. It was a terrible thing. That is why I really am giving-up on food with milk products because I am really sensitive from lactose.

It seems unfair because my siblings seems to be not lactose-intolerant themselves, my mother was lactose intolerant so I guess that I got that trait from her too while my father can enjoy milk products too.

Now I am really in just a simple diet of protein and carbohydrates and fruit on the side. My guts are calmer with just protein and carbohydrates while I also have to eat some fruit too because I really needed it for my proper bowel movement and I also recommend everyone to also get a varied diet even though my diet is a special one too because of my rather special or different body system but fiber in diet is a must.

I am still experiencing a bad appetiteloss, I can only eat better after dialysis and after I had taken my medicine "cinacalcet" it will make me feel that I have no more desire to eat foods but I would often just force myself to eat just to put in more calories that I needed along with some protein and other nutrients into my body.

That is why for more than three years now under Cinacalcet therapy I had not been enjoying eating food generally. I missed a lot of food enjoyment moments and it is a major trade-off for my desire to feel less pain for my joint and bone issues. Even though it is worth the compromise but it doesn't mean that my misery had ended, it just transformed into another problem that I hope to resolve one day if God wills it for me again.