I Still Consider Blogging As My Lifeline For Survival

I've been blogging for more than maybe four years now in total because before I discovered steem(it) I went into blogging from another site which I am indebted to because I guess if it weren't for that site I will not be able to land into this community which I found so many friends already that had stuck to me all these passed few years, just a testament of love and selflessness from one person to another.

I also consider myself fortunate to meet true friends even though it is in the online mode only but still I can feel their love which made to save my life from the worst that could happen because I was able to afford medicines that prevented me from suffering that much.

I mean just before I went under the Cinacalcet therapy my joints hurted so much that even clenching my fist got so painful to do and lifting a dipper from the pail of water strained my shoulder. It is indeed from hell on earth to an almost normal (for me) because my pains got alleviated.

Now I no longer need the help of my Mother to help myself to sit up on my bed because before I can't even lift my body to sit up. I can also sleep on my sides without much pain and trouble, that is relatively because of course being a normal person can move or toss and turn that easily or even sleep on their bellies.

It is because for me I only have one comfortable position when I wanted to sleep and that is on my left side. I can only maybe sleep on my back if I am very sleepy.

But now the difference in my life was great because I have a much "fluid" movements without so much pain and discomfort. But I cannot walk easily anymore as my bones in general had weakened more than a thousand year old person.

I could say that I had a very unfortunate life, I never went into travels, never met a "special someone" which is very good tho because it prevented her from having to share this peculiar unfortunate life that I had.

I also never went into participating into sports which I really, really regret thanks to my feeble body right from the start. I also wished to drive my own car and now that maybe I could afford one but definitely I will can never drive it.

What I am thankful for is that at least I am not in misery with pain and suffering plus I also saved my family in hav9ing to worry about me financially thanks to the wonderful God-given friends that I won because of this community that I am involved in particularly (you know her) which was helping me all these years. All I can say is that Thank You from my heart, God himself will repay you and all the others that cared for my own existence no matter how uninteresting a person that I am to many people.