I've been having trouble with eating my food. It is because maybe that my hemoglobin is relatively low for that matter because I know that the higher the hemoglobin levels are the more normal appetite that you can get.
That is why I am taking my iron supplementation so that in theory it will make my body to produce more red blood cells and hemoglobin levels that I needed so that it can help me battle through my fight against appetiteloss.
I am lamenting the fact that even with having my meals it is still a struggle all because of the side-effect of my Parathyroid medication which I cannot take-away lest I will go back in having to suffer from pains all over my body not to mention the facial bone enlargement.
So right now it is all in a survival situation because I have to force myself to eat. Now my plan is to take an appetite enhancer so that at least I can get some urge to eat my meals which are actually too far in between because I am just almost eating once day.
I am worried that my hemoglobin levels would fall again in the future and it is a problem because it will create and already creating another set of health issues that will again make my life even more miserable and may God forbid for that to even happen because it will be too much of a burden to carry around again.
But I have to be strong and fight this issue of having to raise my hemoglobin levels and enhance my appetite but I know that if I would be on Cinacalcet all the time it will be a struggle to breakthrough. Actually I am worried because my hemoglobin had dropped significantly, maybe because I was not taking my iron supplements or not eating well enough but again I have to mitigate so that it will not put me down with my overall health and well-being, God has mercy.