Blog #5: Feeling bad because of the fears.

You will still be valuable if you have confidence in yourself and do not depend on anyone.
When you start to depend on someone, you lose yourself and your path depends not only on you but also on others.
I want to talk about my work.
If you are a fuzzy employee among the many employees who do the job. You do not need to struggle, you just do simply to end the day without worrying about anything, you go to work without much responsibility. But then life will only be repeated with boring things. And are you confused that this is the job you want to do?
Then there are two options that: you will take off this job and find another job that is more enjoyable, or continue to work and try to promote to a higher position.
But when you go higher, you have to take more responsibility for everything, you are subjected to a lot of criticism and a lot of people are influencing your work. You lose confidence in yourself and it seems like the job you are doing is not what you want to do.
Am I too pessimistic and lose confidence in myself?
Are I afraid of too many things such as: responsibility, appreciation of others, ability of myself, shame,...
Did not I dare to take on the challenge and just avoid it.
And I did not develop myself at all.
So bad.