The essence of feelings

I desire you night and day.
I hate you night and day.
I think about you day and night.

A smile,
A look,
An expression,
To make the common man pale.

A joie de vivre
Filled with recklessness and fullness.

A sensuality
Exquisite, light, natural.
Singular.

To close your eyes,
And see life in pink.

Drinking intoxicated by an insatiable desire.
Where time is gone.
Giving way to unconsciousness,
Gestures and words, bucolic.

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Open your eyes
To close the page again,
Of this nebulous sweaty dream.

To return to a real world,
To resent his naivety.

Pour a tear.

Feel ants in your body.
The result of an explosion of emotions that destabilize a fragile equilibrium.

Gut ache.

Want to believe strongly, very strongly.
Want to stir heaven and earth.

Falling into madness,

To live, love and sorrow.