Many don't seem to inner-stand...the sacrifice...for i offered up who i was in order to be the higher me. I traded in nights with the ladies for nights with my children, books, priest, pastors, priestesses and the holy spirit.
No pork on my fork 21 days of fasting...only water in my system so that the inner me can over ride.
I traded in front seat church seats in order to sit home in meditation to focus on the voice of God and that is where i found THE VOICE OF REASON WHICH IS ME!
I traded in my cable box for books to help me discover truth that had hidden. I put my bible down and picked up my book of shadows for I WILL what i want the bible still helps me through the darkest times.
I traded in nights of pleasure with my mister for celibacy. I boxed with my demons in the public and left my closet open.
I chose to be a true living and walking sacrifice and found a place where my cup always overflows! I see and speak with my ancestors wherever i go.
My chants have become second nature and howling under the moon seems to never get old...i asked mami watta to show me where my power lies and it began to rain...yemeya named me mother of the waters and the animals of the sea began to float near my feet...the orisha guide me i govern myself and i make sure to place my spell book on my altars shelf...fuck u mean wait on a saviour better work on saving self!!!
So the next time you wanna know how have become who I am today....just know I had to put in work in the worst way everyday!!!!