There is a woman who intentionally silences her feelings, is that you?
Maybe we are familiar with the term "love in silence", and usually this happens to a woman. Why are women? because of the fact that a woman's shame is indeed greater than that of a man.
Women sometimes are deliberately silent for their feelings, choosing to miss in prayer only, because he is afraid that later he will feel disappointed if God does not allow him to unite.
And yes, it is indeed better than cheap indulging in taste and ultimately doing what God does not like. Because a woman will be beautiful if she stays charming with shame and takes good care of herself.
Maybe You Feel Tired With A Taste That Visits The Way, But God Loves Your Patience
But maybe you will feel tired with a sense of not finding the way, but Allah likes your patience.
Don't you think everything you do in maintaining your race is a waste, because God sees it and surely God will provide the best destiny for you.
God Sees Every Prayer You Give To Him, So Continue Planting That Taste In Beautiful Prayer Times
About your prayers, Allah sees every prayer that you give to Him, God really recognizes the taste that is in your heart, then continue to cultivate that feeling in a beautiful prayer prayer.
Indeed, even though he is not someone whom God prepared as an answer to your prayer, surely your sacrifice in maintaining the sense of God will be rewarded with a very just kindness.
Don't Worry, If Indeed He Is Good For You Then Without Saying God Will Give A Way To Match With You
So do not ever worry, if indeed he is good for you, without being said, Allah will give you a way to match and unite in a sure love relationship.
But on the contrary, if indeed he is not the best for you, while you have already prayed for him, then surely what Allah gives you will be more beautiful than you expected.
Just keep on maintaining your blessings, Selagipun is not the One God Will Compete with You Definitely Will Be Better
For that, just keep istiqamah guarding your race, even though it is not he who God will bless, coupling with you will definitely be better and will make you happier later.
Do not act rashly that God does not like, really you will get someone and special love from God when you continue to be in His rules.
Instead of You Spit Your Feelings Without Getting Definite Results, Better Be Silent and Confide in Just the Same God
Therefore, if the dictionary is to love someone but is only able to say it to God, then it remains so that finally God gives you a way for you to find the answer.
Allah is perfect in creating destiny, then be patient first until finally Allah confronts you with one certainty "he is for you" or even "I have better than him", so Allah said.
After all, your silence is better than you, you have to indulge your passion but eventually you don't get definite results.
And yes, just confide in God, because it is more soothing and of course you will be safe from animals