Hi Steve

I feel you man. Lots of heavy ptsd biohacking going on over here too. It's not for the faint of heart, is it? Oh well, it beats the alternative; a mass of nervous twitches and traumas unable to experience this beautiful gift of life fully.

why do I get so ingrained in something and then leave it for a period of time, only to come back to it later?

It does seem like there is a certain ebb and flow to things. Resistance is futile.

Just letting go, one gets there. And less beat up, too.

For me, doing the heavy lifting kind of trauma work some of us do, well it requires a tremendous amount of rest. Like when I was a kid and mom tucked me in bed and brought me soup, insisted that I just rest. Good times.

Am I building an overwhelming sense of planning and tasks associated with building out my Steemit blog that is making me overwhelmed?

Funny you mention it, I seem to think I do that too with any number of things.

In other news, sad to hear about Ceretropic closing up. They were certainly a pleasure to deal with.