Hi Steemit, you know those times that you have to remember why you left some people in the past. Enough to talk just 5 minutes with them and you remember. There's definitely a reason for all of us to leave people behind. As all of us i made the same mistake by thinking the people that ive left behind maybe somehow broke their ego mountain and be normal person. I was mistaken. And ashamed of even trying to communicate with such people like this. But finally came to understanding sometimes it's necessary to remember.

my mood for today

All my life i didn't have many friends on my side but whoever was by my side, i never left anyone down. So sometimes when i think about some exes that i left, i was getting sad like maybe it was my mistake, maybe who cares who's mistake it is? Do you know those time you got communicated with those people for the sake of the god and getting the answer 'i know you're in love with me' answer? Uhmm. Actually no. To be fair i've loved only one person in my life that the others were some kinda trial until i'll find the right one again. But sometimes cant take myself of the thought did i break someone's heart on the way that karma is working against me. Then you talk with them, just one sentence, and there it is with his huge ego. Saying the things that he thinks he's insulting you while the only think you try to do is not leave a broken heart. I wanted to say 'no, i dont love you at all'. But i didn't. Sometimes it's best to let people live with their sick imagination and with their mirrors that they see themselves bigger than they actually are.

But more than that it's better to feel relaxed and not miss anyone. Except the ones that make you happy. Never be ashamed of remembering people's real face even if you have to talk with them. Just sit on your couch after that and thank yourself for your great decisions that you made for yourself.

Visa process

One of my best friends bought one of the best gifts of my life. Ticket to Rome for a weekend. Unfortunately, i'll have to deal with process for 48 hours in Italy.
Well i passed being angry about this things but i know myself if it was just for me, i would definitely not gonna deal with all of it. The only problem is finding time from the work just to apply for it. Dear Europe, can you at least do this things online like Australia? I'll give more money, please just do it without make me travelling all around İstanbul.

please Europe

Starting to vlog little things

Today i started to record some little vlogs for Dtube and might make a weekly vlogs with a nice music clip behind it though we don't have copyright issues here so much. Don't know how it's gonna turn around but let's see end of this week.

See you with blog day 6 soon, my mates!