Her

I've never been inlove like this before. I've never felt something like this before. I've never experienced something like this before. I've never been loved like this before. Even if we're so much comfortable to each other, my heart still pounds like a drumbeat. Kahit na sobrang komportable namin sa isa't isa e kinakabahan pa rin ako. The thought of her can make me smile in an instant. The memories with her can instantly change my mood. I cant forget the panic I felt when I first saw her, hold her, and kiss her. And the undescribable feeling when she brought me to another dimension na di ko pa napupuntahan; lalo na yung times na nagroroadtrip yung utak ko na di ko malaman kung bat yun yung naiisip ko. Yung lips niya, yung smile niya, her face, her body, na nakakatunaw ng puso. I want her. I love her. Mahal na mahal na mahal ko siya. But it is also a curse that when everytime I go to the places na pinuntahan namin, nakakaemo. May missing piece. May spaces sa mga daliri ko, yung space sa left side ng katawan ko pagkakagising, yung spaces sa daliri ko sa left hand ko, yung scent sa shirt niya na nasakin, everything reminds me of her. I miss her. I want to be with her, again. I want to be with her for the rest of my life.