Hi @shanit-motive4u as you know @aggmum featured you in this week's @pifc's Pay It Forward Curation Contest.

Nice short story. @cicisaja has given you some great advice. One thing I might recommend is @freewritehouse and @mariannewest. She does daily 5 minute freewrites. It helps build skills and thinking without analyzing.

I wouldn't use the Upvote,Resteem,Follow. I found after I dropped that things started getting better. Getting involved with groups like @pifc and @freewritehouse will start to get you exposure and help you be known in the community.