CHAPTER 3
*Bows Goddess

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The next conversations are directly taken from Facebook Messages. No edits except for names. Just raw material of the very rare conversation that I never dreamed I'd be having.

Facebook Message with Jayla June 22nd, 2013 8:19 am

Brie: Jayla, you live in California!? I had a reading the other day, and she was telling me I was going to be moving to California soon, but I didn’t know anyone from there! I had a vision in my mind to check my Myspace for a message you wrote awhile ago and I totally understand it now. l’ve been going through so many changes the past year. The shift is hitting me really hard.

I was so new to all these synchronistic events, I had never witnessed them like this before. Now, they happen every day, and they don’t really surprise me because I expect it and see them everywhere.

Jayla: This has been an intense shift, I’m so grateful that the messages made sense. Yes, I have been living here for a little bit now taking care of the land and plants. I see that California has been calling your name.

Brie: You don’t even understand! I have been having such huge shifts in my life recently, I feel like the Earth is speaking to me and telling me I'm ready for my next step in life. I'm feeling lost and confused but I know I’m on the right path.

Jayla: Yes...there is intense planetary and solar energies vibrating throughout the consciousness...we had 4 x-class solar flares from the sun in one week and if they were facing the Earth...our modern lifestyle as we know it would change or possibly end altogether....it's a good time for tuning in to the heart and intuition and going to where you feel called. Mother Gaia is speaking loud and clear, and is shaking up all her children. I see you are responding to her call.

Mother Gaia? I had to look that one up on Google.

Gaia- Gaia also spelled Gaea, is the personification of the Earth and one of the Greek primordial deities. Gaia is the ancestral mother of all life: The Primal Mother Earth Goddess. - As explained on Wikipedia.

Brie: Yes, I hear her call! I'm ready!

Jayla: I dreamt about you coming to Cali a couple times..have you been here before? The energies here are different and people are more open minded spiritually and politically...

Brie: I’m getting all these thoughts to just give up the "normal" life and be free. I was born in California but only stayed till 9 months, I want to come back.

Jayla: I hear you....normal is an illusion that keeps the rat race going...we evolve with the Earth and many have thought they were separate from the circle of life...nature's circle….I feel the Earth is calling us back to reconnect and thrive in our truest essence with our soul families.

Brie: Yes it’s so true! I feel like my soul led me to you for a reason, I think youre gonna help me lol.

Jayla: How is your heart…I’m feeling really sensitive to the vibrations in the consciousness, been having headaches all day, a lot of my friends are sensitive in one way or another...do you know what your superpowers are yet?

Brie: I can talk with my higher self.. I know I have a very big power inside me that I haven’t tapped into yet but I’m trying to find it. I feel like something huge is about to occur in my life. I haven’t been getting headaches but I have been getting a lot of synchronistic signs that my life is on the right path and I’m entering a big major shift and maybe even a new cycle that will lead me to new life. What are your superpowers haha?

Jayla: hehehe…I am a lucid dreamer, a medium and a lover of all that is sacred. Love opens the doors to everything else, highly intuitive and empathic, very sensitive to the vibrations around (seen and unseen) and most grounded in the forest

Brie: You’re a medium! Thats awesome there was once when I heard a bunch of voices in my head that were not mine and it scared me so much. I was hearing loud ringing noise that I think I might have turned off my medium power haha. I’m empathic and very connected to the trees. I can lucid dream also, I love it! It’s a lot of fun, but I don’t know how to use it..I kinda just go wherever it pulls me in the dream

Jayla: It’s ok, there is a lot of static at first and a lot of chatter, I turned off the telepathic abilities because of that...but it can be turned on and fine tuned when you are ready...it's only a matter of your will and heart. We are multidimensional beings....the layers of reality are blending in the dreamscape...do you remember past lives? From past lives? Other galaxies? Do you know your spirit guides by name?

Brie: One of my spirit guides names is Hycanthe. I talk to her/him through my pendulum and skull crystal, I do not remember past lives but I would love to learn how.

Jayla: Don't worry, you're high speed...only 1 other person in my blood family I can talk to like this...the past lives begin downloading once you have assimilated the wisdom of this lifetime in your current vessel...and once mind and heart are connected the events of previous lifetimes begin to come through without evoking trauma...sometimes people have access before they are ready to work with it and it usually causes more harm than help...patience is key especially in the times we are in...

Brie: Yes thats very true.. Are the past life images really images you get or is it just a thought?

Jayla: The past lives usually come as visions, sporadic at first, but can become full on and take you out of yourself experiences

Brie: Ahh like out of body experiences, I would love to get there!

Jayla: Do you have out of body experiences often?

Brie: Mmm noo.. I have had out of body experiences before but I haven’t had one in awhile

Jayla: You are well on your way...I started experiencing OBE when I was 11 and seeing visons of past lives (mine and others) when I was around 5. I have been seeing spirits and through to other dimensions since I was about 3....the abilities would fade in and out over the years depending on whether or not I was tuning in to it or just letting it happen...when I turned 20 I couldn’t shut it off and I felt like a superconductor lol...so I would suggest not rushing the process because everything comes when you are ready to work with it. I see myself as a catalyst, a force of nature speaking for the sacred, bringing truth, peace and love through from the higher realms. I’m of the warrior/ priestess circuit and I remember doing this work on other planes, I’m excited you are are coming out to cali and I look forward to our paths converging

Brie: Yesss same here! Hopefully very soon. May I ask how long you have been aware of all this stuff?

Jayla: Oh darling, I knew in the womb of my mother. And I have revisited Earth for the last 40 thousand years.

Saying it so nonchalant like this is a daily conversation. I knew these people existed, but didn’t know I would actually experience them in real life. Although, this is exactly what I had been calling in. I wanted to meet people who had information from other worlds, dimensions and people who remembered their past lives.

Brie: 40 thousand years!? Don’t you get tired of coming back?"

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Again, I look back to this situation as, seeing a young girl who just wanted to learn more about the universe and would literally digest anything and not really question it. Of course, I would question it more in terms of, "Wow, tell me more, what else happened?" But, I would never question it in terms of, "Is this actually true, am I being naive?" I mostly just took everything in and believed it. In no way shape or form am I saying that what she shared with me isn't true. I actually know a lot of it to be true now, after some of the experiences I went through. In my opinion now, there are multiple dimensions, frequencies, lives taking place on this very Earth right now, and we are able to access them all. I seemed to jump to a frequency that expanded my awareness of "what is." So, what I mean about my naive, innocence and desiring to know so much more, is that I decided to close myself off after awhile. Even though I know it's out there, I do not need to open back up to it. It's great to be open-minded. I'm one of the most open-minded people I know, but if you want to stay sane, you’ve gotta know how to keep your mind open while allowing others to have their reality, and not taking it on as your own. This is something I didn’t know how to do back then. So, I got lost in trying to distinguish which reality I was in, which one was actually mine and which one I wanted to live in.

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I'm very open minded and I was so eager to hearing more about this. This was something I was not about to turn away. Someone who just told me they had been coming to Earth for the last 40 thousand years seemed like someone I want to learn more from.

Jayla: Until the mission is done, I won't be going back. Sometimes I take breaks in between lives, but I haven't been "home, home" in awhile. I miss it a lot, but there's so much that must be done here, before I can go back

Brie: Very interesting, I hope one day I can remember all of this as much as you can. Maybe you can teach or guide me, do you do readings?

Jayla: What do you consider a reading? The downloads come spontaneously for me..I put a filter on it to not get overwhelmed...when I have my son around I usually shut it down. If it’s really important your spirit guides will share or ask someone to share...my friend can access Akasha and do readings and he wants to read you, he is a dragon spirit, an ancient....I can introduce you to him if you want.

Brie: Yess please introduce me! He wants to read me?

Jayla: Yes...he feels we have work to do together...

Facebook Message with Cyrus June 29th, 2013 1:34 pm

Jayla: <3

Brie: Awe yay thank you so much :)

Cyrus: *Bows... greetings Brie

Brie: Hello! Nice to meet you

Cyrus: A pleasure. I hear good things about you..

Brie: :) That’s good! I hope so. Tell me more about yourself. I was asking Jayla about your readings, but I'd love to know more about you.

Cyrus: You are a celestial priestess, which means not of this planet, thus celestial..You're an old soul..and you know this much. I'm a natural spirit in a human body.. I walked in at 4 when the spirit in this vessel could no longer keep it alive..I'm extremely ancient in experiential age and I have no break in my spirit or soul memory.. I'm born aware...probably impossible to repress me like so many other beings trapped here.

Brie: Haha yes I know I am an old soul, didn’t know the actual names like you stated there, but I've always felt like I am not from this planet. Wow you seem very knowledgeable. So, you know a lot about yourself. That is what I want to get to.

Cyrus: I've written a book mostly of terms that help communicate many of the feels and or new age terminology that confuses somewhat.. You are older than this planet. I know everything about myself and others because I can see the Akasha.. Or light record of the celestial universe. This doesn’t mean you have full access lol...

Brie: Wow that’s beautiful. Will I get to that level? So you already knew from the beginning what you were doing on Earth?

Cyrus: You will..faster..now that you are being connected to what you are seeking. Yes...our group came in about 40k years ago..the first wave was mostly the really old ones that could handle low level consciousness. 40 thousand years is a blink of time, btw.

Brie: Haha I figured!

Cyrus: I read you the first time you were mentioned. So realize I have already been talking to you

Brie: That’s so amazing, is it good stuff?

Cyrus: Lets start with dreams eh?

Brie: Yeah sure!

Cyrus: You cannot control them..I was told...but you are aware...which is HUGE.

Brie: Yes, I can lucid dream when I want to, and they are very odd dreams. They normally don’t make a lot of sense. I will find myself talking to one person, and it's obvious who the person is -- and then the person changes, but I don’t notice and I keep talking to them like I was talking to the other person. And, then I wake up and I'm like, “I was talking to two completely different people."

Cyrus: That’s because you are straining to take control of the environment, which means you are breaking through. You are merging your awareness into a singular unit that once you have no line between sleep and waking you will get my meaning. To explain mechanics..this is a holographic universe. You are asleep in another place so to speak. You are an immortal being.. Do you know that?

Brie: Immortal, as in living forever, yesss, I know that. I believe I will never die.

Cyrus: Once I read you, I was also protecting you in dreamtime...something I do as the being I am. And yes, but you are something vastly more and you feel and wish to tap that...

Brie: YES, so much. I think something huge is about to happen. I feel it so much right now, a big shift in my life.

Cyrus: You are starting to hear the planet..the consciousness of this place and realize what your mission is...even if you forgot most of what you wanted to bring..this place is a challenge.

Brie: That’s for sure! But, I'm learning to get the hang of it, although I have far to go.

Cyrus: Your awareness at your age is high level

Brie: Yes, I feel that also. I feel like I'm a lot different than a lot of people my age. I've always felt that.

Cyrus: I'm your trailblazer.. I cleared a path for you to do your work as a healer of earth. You are an alien, different lol.

Brie: How did you do that haha, yeah I think I came from the stars, idk tho, I've always been connected to the night time.

Cyrus: Don’t doubt your feels please, you are what you are and you know it...those doubts can go please. Very few.. Only handful are at your level at your age...you are rare...extremely rare..and you need to hear your special to this place...something this place has never experienced or understood, stop believing..and start knowing.

Brie: I just think I'm here on Earth for something way bigger than anything before.

Cyrus: You are...and there are others in your soul group. You are wanting to connect with at this moment

Brie: Yes, I know for sure I have met one and she is on my journey.

Cyrus: Soul mates are great. You are coming here first, correct?

Brie: So I have a question.. Some people call me an Indigo Child, some say I'm a Rainbow Child. Is that true or not? I know for a fact I will be headed to California sometime soon. All the signs are leading me there.

Cyrus: You need to connect to the old empires...this is the oldest point on earth.

Brie: How do I connect with them?

Cyrus: All those titles and names are very new age for an ancient like me..You are not an Indigo Child/Rainbow Child. You are at best a star ancient...no child at all. And you need to hear that... *bows to you.

Brie: Star Ancient :) I love that. That shined light through me :)

Cyrus: As a guardian and protector, even as powerful as I am, I listen to your orders wishes as a goddess and priestess of a very ancient order..you feel, but probably can't believe it...I understand there is not much to confirm anything for your feels and visions, in reality on someone more experienced than you. You have to take them at face value because who can advise you or teach you.. This planet is bleak..I've walked it and talked with all the elders here. Most of the elders are leaving as well..so you have your job coming up ahead of you yes.

Brie: Ohh yes, I doubt myself a lot..I want to get rid of that

Cyrus: You will be hard pressed to find that in a search for some high understanding. This world bred you to doubt your power.

Brie: Yes I know my power is very big, I need to start trusting it, but the thing is, I don’t exactly know what to trust..except my inner voice. I have that, I can tap into that.

Cyrus: That’s why you need to connect with Jayla...she is a very powerful being, leader and mystic...everything you are seeking she holds as a leader of an order.

Brie: :) Perfect, that’s great to hear.

Cyrus: Only your heart...golden aura..golden heart, golden light..golden eyes cannot lie..they are pure..no vibration can imitate it. Soulmates is another topic.

Brie: I tend to soak peoples’ energies up and I get lost with what's mine and theirs. Oh yes, soulmates. I have many I have found, well one who I really know for a fact will be with me through this life time.

Cyrus: You need to visit...I feel this whole thing will become more clear..from where you are it's all so hazy eh? Not hazy here in the spiritual sense..lots of magical fog lol

Brie: Yes, it is hazy. I know I will be coming very shortly. Although I quit my job, I don’t have any money. But I feel in my heart a large sum of money is coming my way. Don’t know how or when, but I feel it.

Cyrus: This is a magical power point, where we live..most powerful point on this side of the planet.

Brie: YES, that’s why I want to go there! I quit my job because I had a strong feeling I was going to change the world

Cyrus: Willing to work for the circle?

Brie: lol What circle do you mean?

Cyrus: The big one...the old court..the old ones..the inner ring circle..which will help you do your circle work.

Brie: I would definitely be willing to haha, my head’s vibrating

Cyrus: So, hard work within a garden with a shovel planting food doesn’t scare you? hint of sarcasm sorry that’s me. Breathe deeply please

Brie: Okay

Cyrus: Do you have a vehicle?

Brie: Yes I do

Cyrus: Plan your course to Arcata, California.. Please..tell me how much food and gas money you need..We can help your journey and teach you abundance by working with the circle?

Brie: lol Are you serious, just drive there? I'm so up for that

Cyrus: Thank you *bows..yes you will find me to be exactly what I say. Yes...Google your course...Jayla wishes to see you. Connecting with Jayla is crucial, my priestess, you are changing the world with your frequency.

Brie: Yes I feel that, but when I get around certain people it tends to go down..or their level just disrupts mine and I'm still trying to learn the lesson of unconditional love. It’s hard for me sometimes to see that everyone is a reflection of me when people don’t exactly act like me. Directions: I-90 W to I-80 W 3218.33 miles. 49 hours 40 mins / 53 hours 13 mins based

Cyrus: You need assistance with understanding energetics... I would love to fully download you.

Brie: I would love you to haha, and anything that can help me along my journey.

Cyrus: I will figure bank stuff with Jayla and we will get to that later.

Brie: My mom told me I am not driving.. lol. I have to fly. Btw my mom is not spiritual like I am, but she loves that I am following my dream

Cyrus: What was her reason?

Brie: The car is in her name not in mine lol

Cyrus: Doesn't sound like she has the authority to dictate to you anymore... spiritual or not lol.. You are ready to explore the world.. She has to let you go lol.. on many levels

Brie: I told her that too but she doesn't understand haha

Cyrus: Of course not... like having a daughter eh? lol she doesn't want you moving. That's bunk lol, I have a car here you can use so it's a non issue in that way. Arcata airport.. check flights..easier to buy you a ticket lol, no bank accounts...so the door is open no matter....you could call it a scouting mission, come out for as long as you feel comfortable. There is work here... now I could use you in fact if you want a great job.

Brie: Yay so excited

Cyrus: Yeah.. you should feel the power of this place I'm letting you feel it...

Brie: Yeah my heart is very light, checked Arcata airport... it’s $365. Yesss that's easier for me. What exactly should I expect if I come out there? Kinda confused on that part lol. I do feel a pull though.

Cyrus: Garden. kitchen. cleaning and logistics. Going to town and picking up supplies. But, mostly garden, share space, share food -- all healthy superfoods and home-cooked meals. Share media. There are beaches, and we can work on anything from martial arts to hypnotism. Work is fun around these parts lol. Nothing horrible or hard and the work is steady, and as much as you want. You will be funded when and if you leave. In September things change here, and we all can figure out stuff then.. So there is a long window open right now.. You will have access to a 2013 Subaru... we call it Scoobie Doo

Brie: I feel like something bigger is going to happen. Of course I want to do that. It sounds awesome and beautiful and peaceful, but I think I'm going to change the world in some aspect.

Cyrus: And you need to prepare for that... understand what you're up against and need funds, this will open doors. You will have many choices from here lol.

Brie: Does Jayla live there?

Cyrus: Yes.. she is in charge, I do logistics...

Brie: I'm just a little lost with what I am doing there, but I want to come .

Cyrus: Ask more questions to understand... I will give example. When do you want to come?

Brie: Whenever I get enough to get a ticket I will be able to. I will only be getting a one-way ticket

Cyrus: I can get you a ticket as soon as you want

Brie: I want to come next Saturday lol

Cyrus: Ok... I will check the prices.. What's the airport closest to you and the code

Brie: Boston Logan/BOS

Cyrus: Where I was born... I should of known that... lol Boston

Brie: Ahaha really, maybe later than next Saturday haha

Cyrus: Name.. dob.. email... for plane confirmation... phone number for logistics

Brie: lol Wait what are you doing?

Cyrus: You want to come... you can come next Saturday lol... I will get you the ticket..

Brie: Whhhhat? lol

Cyrus: You said you wanted to come next Saturday, You said WANT to come lol... key word is want... I took that as you should come on next Saturday and I'm willing to get you the ticket

Brie: Wow hahaha

Cyrus: I don't work in the same reality as most beings.. please understand I'm a spirit of volition.. I do... there is no lag time.. I'm a fast spirit being. I tend to manifest without much forward thought

Brie: This I need, can you give me a minute

Cyrus : *Giggles you are in charge of everything here. Just let me know what you choose

Brie: I definitely want to come, but it might need to be the week after.

Cyrus: The door is open for you here.. Jayla is excited... Take your time. There is zero pressure. Be prepared to have lots of fun though... Your aunt is the coolest. If you need anything or have questions I'll leave this open for you. If you want to discuss anything of the spirit I'm here for you... Jayla is too. Unless she is with Collin... your cousin

Brie: Okay so how about the 7th of July? I'm excited to meet Collin

Cyrus: Just making sure.. So, you want me to get you the ticket or are you going to handle that part? Your choice?

Brie: Handle what part? Yes I want to come. How do you manifest everything you need so fast?

Cyrus: Handle the ticket purchase.. to be of service. I will show you how to manifest like that, but best when we are face to face on that one... We can increase the vibration x10 in person and in a group too...I make mistakes too ma'am... but my mistakes are the unusual kind for sure. Sometimes the spirits has other intentions and you didn't hear it clearly.. it happens.

Brie: Ahh that makes sense. I would love you to help me out with the ticket if you could. I cannot wait to meet you

Cyrus: It's exciting and inspiring... we will get along, as I read you more we have a lot in common.. you will find me to be timeless regardless of my age. I can commune with any level of consciousness even nature

Brie: Beautiful. I love being in the nature. I really like hugging and being with trees haha, I see faces in trees a lot of times. Are you going to be able to read me as soon as you see me lol?

Cyrus: I will get the ticket and let you know the times.. What I need is full name, DOB, and email so you can get the confirmation and times of departure. Yes it will increase the reads... Always does when I can see eyes

Brie: Briana, September 11, 1993 Email, you are amazing.

Cyrus: *Bows... I will be checking on this in a bit...

Cyrus: You have missions..lol...you had one already that you have to complete I think right?

Brie: Mission Depends..What mission do I have to complete?

Cyrus: Collin has approved your mission to come here..we can talk about your missions here.

Brie: How long will I be in Cali for?

Cyrus: You never know. You may like this place and want to stay right? Or go on a journey and explore other places from here?

Brie: Haha omg life has all these unexpected twists and turns for me. I love it!

Cyrus: You can craft anything you want in the matrix. I'll show you that too. You need to get to this sanctuary and get perspective.

Brie: You know, I feel very high up but I still face trouble believing in myself and having everything in the universe lol. I say affirmations everyday and things keep showing up in my life but wow...

Cyrus: It’s ok to be honest about that. Honesty is my favorite spiritual attribute.

Brie: I want to learn how to not worry and that I know everything is going to show up, I want abundance to fill my life lol.

Cyrus: *Bows...very good

Brie: I'm a very giving soul. I want to share love. What exactly am I coming to California to do, you're going to download me?? Haha

Cyrus: Sometimes shit happens ma'am.. You have to work with the elements. But if you have strong magic there are forces out there that don’t like beings like us at all..you know this too.

Brie: YES, I definitely know that, but don’t we have to show those forces love too lol?

Cyrus: Well..I'm a dragon....and that’s not usually my job

Brie: HAHA a dragon..

He actually means dragon, I took this very sarcastically at first, until meeting him.

Cyrus: But, yes we do..and I do..even as mean and gnarly as I am. But I'm glad I am your guard.. I serve you in that way. So listen to the goddesses and their love commands. Anything that is iniquitous.. knowing evil.. is my job.

Brie: You must have one heck of a job. It's cool that you know your purpose. Your mission. Mine is starting to show up, but it's only the tip of the iceberg.

Cyrus: I tend to ward things, but have the capacity to kill spirits, and yes to serve mother queen of the Universe is your mission...and you need to meet her soon.

Brie: Mother Queen?

Cyrus: Source and center. Source is the mother spirit. Center is the father spirit. Both are the Great Spirit.

Brie: Yes, and you have met them? I will serve, I am serving lol

Cyrus: I serve the source..I am of the source. Yes I know her well..I never left her side since the dawn of time. She created me, I was not born. Yes ma'am, you are, you have a dark side.

Brie: I do lol? That’s so funny. It's true I'm sure.

Cyrus: The source is darkness..the womb

Brie: Ohhhh, lol makes sense, like the void right?

Cyrus: I will be back shortly, if you wish to talk more? Yes the void.

Brie: Yes definitely

Cyrus: Material between the stars, I'm sure you want more reading..yes?

Brie: lol of course, you have done great help.

End Dialogue

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I'm looking back at myself thinking, "Brie this guy has only 3 pictures of himself that are public. His profile picture is of a dragon goddess and the rest of his pictures are drawings of dragons. Are you really sure, you're going to drive cross country to get "downloaded" by a guy you just started talking to 3 hours ago who calls himself a dragon? You didn’t even know what download meant at the time. I know you're open- minded but come on Brie..

But, my past self was thinking, “Hell yeah I hit the jackpot. Who cares that he only has posted 3 pictures of himself. This is the next step! Maybe there is a device that downloads all this information from my past lives into my brain where I will remember everything. This is what the universe has been leading me up to. I haven't been saying these affirmations just for me to stay the same. Plus, I feel a connection to him, like he's part of my soul family. I feel it so intensely that I know this is the right path.”

It was the right path, because well— I took it and I made it out alive. After everything I have been through with all of them out in California, I have a lot of love for them and a deep appreciation for the other side. Cyrus still shares dream space with me, and can sense when I am calling out for his help. We both can sense each other because I have tapped into that world now where I can hear those things. Do I choose to listen all of the time? No. I'm not ready to go back to that world, I'm still processing my journey as I write this book. One reason I chose to write this book is to heal myself. Another is to show that there are beings like this who do exist on the planet. The other reason is to help you understand you aren't crazy if you go through an encounter like this, it's real, it's here and there's other people out there who are experiencing it as well. This reality is just waiting for you to tap into it. You don’t have to, but if that’s what you are seeking, let it be known you will encounter it.

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Conversation Continued- June 29th, 2013 3:11 pm

Cyrus: *Bows

Brie: lol hello

Cyrus: I would also like to share more about your feels..and feel free to ask me anything, anytime and if I don’t answer on this, I will answer you in person. Your memories..what little do you remember from before your birth, anything intense so far? You are starting to figure out yourself...those feels lol

Brie: Nooo, I don’t remember anything like that lol

Cyrus: You hear spirits?

Brie: I don’t hear spirits, but I can speak to my higher self. I did hear spirits once but I think I tuned it out because I got scared.

Cyrus: That’s not unusual, to shut down. Most people see me in a dream and, they shut down for awhile.

Brie: Hahaha really! Can you put yourself in my dreams?

Cyrus: If you are in trouble I will be there by default yes. I don’t seek to do it for sport, no. Most of the people I work with I come in their dreams often, only a matter of time now. This will be a test of sorts...this next step.

Brie: Haha tests ahh, I'm no good at those.

Cyrus: Test of the heart? Test your golden nature..your grace, your love, your radiance as the next generation of healers and warrioresses.

Brie: Yes..I just need to trust..that has been my main thing right now.

Cyrus: And enjoy too

Brie: Yessss, Will I be able to see past lives soon? Should I just trust that money is going to come to me lol..I think I have a big block with that, but I've been learning how to release it.

Cyrus: Are you open to hypnotherapy? Or learning it?

Brie: Yesss

Cyrus: Very good... I was working with that for over 25 years.

Brie: What did it help?

Cyrus: On several soul groups..immensely..always lots of deep healing. It’s intense stuff ma'am.

Brie: Sounds interesting, I'm open to it :)

Cyrus: How much do you know about it? I can share my conclusions?

Brie: I mean I've done some videos that put me in a state of hypnosis but nothing too big. Please do.

Cyrus: This world is hard to operate in.. and most soul groups fall far short of the goals they came here with.

Brie: I trust that very much, people lose sight, being in the material world.

Cyrus: I work with deep state..trust only those that are golden...you will come to know what that means

Brie: Okay I will take your word :)

Cyrus: Again, there are forces here all around you that don’t have your best interest in mind.

Brie: You see them/feel them? Or are they people in my life?

Cyrus: The more you heal the world, you will have to face them as well..

Brie: Oh great..

Cyrus: There is so much going on that you don’t see yet, I wish to help you develop sight.

Brie: I WANT YOU TO!

Cyrus: Females are feeling..men are more visual. So you can see but it takes work..your dreams are the best place to do that work and you are doing it. You need medicine too.

Brie: Yeah I feel like my dreams are biggg, but I don’t know how to translate them.

Cyrus: You need to do a detox and learn about health and food big time.

Brie: What type of medicine? And yeah that’s for sure I do hahaha

Cyrus: I'm a dream walker type of being and can be a dream adviser but need to be in your presence

Brie: Ohhh, soon

Cyrus: What are you seeking? I am a medicine maker from chocolate to jungle brews

Brie: All I want in this life time is to reach the highest enlightenment and liberation to fulfill the reason I came here.

Cyrus: You are reaching the highest level of understanding and spiritual liberation in the universe. *bows for correcting you again, you must be firm in your own willpower or magic yes..

Brie: What do you mean by that..I have to show my power? Know my power? Know my strength and what not?

Cyrus: At all times even in the face of adversity you must hold that golden light and walk, keep on moving/volition of will- Will is magic..when applied

Brie: And how do I apply?

Cyrus: It's the only thing you own in fact.. Is will..it's how the spirit has volition or motion in this creation, but being present with your affirmations will apply that.

Brie: Like free will?

Cyrus: No more wants. Free will...in part..divine will in whole. You walk with the Great Spirit with love.

Brie: That’s my problem... it's not that I want it, because when I get the spiritual understandings, I just want to gift it back out to the universe -but I feel like it's what I need to start my journey, although I know it's not.

Cyrus: I understand...you are flowering with power. You must hold that as absolute and no force, being or element can harm you ever. You have to walk through the underworld, something else you should know.

Brie: Is there anything else that you see in me that you could possibly help with right now..like a chakra thing? Walk through the underworld...lol I have a lot to learn.

Cyrus: Sure let me scan your energy lines...Throat..scratchy..Heart longing...achey like. Root...Fire. Tummy...Twisted but we are all experiencing that...nothing dangerous or abnormal. You feel radiant and present. You are not as toxic as I thought...do you fast a lot? Your vessel is healthy..You could balance..have you been shown how?

Brie: I don’t fast..I just started a new diet where I only drink veggies and fruit and eat yogurt with granola lol..I have not been shown.

Cyrus: How far can you go back in your childhood in this life?

Brie: hmmm at least 3 years old, back when I lived in Japan which was 1993-1997

Cyrus: Ok good..your body is happy about that then. Didn’t see any tangled cords from any masculine presences..but detected something.. Not as bad as some cases with females.

Brie: 1993 is when I was born btw, lol what else was detected?

Cyrus: Nice..that's my home on Earth. Been to Japan a lot. I have a connection to the imperial family and I'm considered the dragon to the chief imperial priest. I can walk into the imperial palace and they bow to me... I LOVE Japan... Kyoto is my town.

Brie: Haha wow that’s awesome.

Cyrus: That is where my house is. Valley of a thousand cherry blossoms. Mt. Yoshine. I have a temple..my temple..all dragon town too. I feel like a God in Japan lol..When were you born?

Brie: September 11, 1993

Cyrus: I love you…already..Virgo girl.

Brie: hahaha I love you too. I never used to think I was a Virgo until recently.

Cyrus: September 14th is my day for this vessel. I have Virgo qualities. I know all about you lol. You're me.

Brie: HAHAH I AM YOU. You are correct but I am nowhere near organized like my description says. I'm a different type of Virgo I feel like.

Cyrus: Nor me..by choice of peace. I'm good at dishes and I'm a master because I can clean a toilet ;)

Brie: lolol hahaha, I feel lost sometimes..but I love life.

Cyrus: We are going to get along is what that means...We will be giggling a lot. That’s this planet of why you feel lost. Just so you know most of the universe is not like this world..it's more like you feel it in your heart. You are bringing that here.

Brie: Yay that’s great, how old are you in this life lol?

Cyrus: 42 vessel years.

Brie: Awesome :)

Cyrus: But I'm a tank... my vessel. I don't ever get sick. I eat sickness. Dragons transmute toxins.

Brie: lol what am I, since you're a dragon?

Cyrus: Being in my presence can heal you.

Brie: That's what I need.

Cyrus: I can tell you how to see yourself and medicine is going to help.

Brie: :) I can't wait, so you live in Arcata? Is that how you spell it?

Cyrus: Arcata.. Eureka is the next nearest city. I talk to animals. Hawks usually follow me around, my totem animal... hawk, owl, eagle.. all birds.. all flying ones that cover the nighttime

Brie: Ooo, that's amazing I cannot wait for all these lessons.

Cyrus: You're going to be overloaded too. So prepare, there is much I won't say in the cyber world. Best to hear it first in person

Brie: Hahaha, I'm sure it will be very inspiring! I looked at the weather haha. It seems cold there?

Cyrus: It's cool yes... bring some warm stuff. It has its warm moments. It's moist. The redwoods bring in moisture and can create cool clouds and fog... magical stuff.

Brie: :) Very exciting! Do you go outside a lot, meditate outside?

Cyrus: Yes... we have 4 acres of redwood trails and a river. We have a natural fae shrine. I spiritually work a lot... outside comes when it comes... but yes and no..it depends on the project... but outside is the yard, so it's easy.

Brie: Awesome I'm very excited for everything yaya!

Cyrus: You will have access to take trips to the parks and beaches here, and you will love it. The town is awesome too.. farmers markets and local stuff, college town too, agriculture.

Brie: Haha I just really want to learn more about who I am and what I am doing here.

Cyrus: Jayla and I can teach a great deal about plants. You will.. you are partially in a world of illusion and breaking free.

Brie: Yess that's for sure! And wow I'm excited to learn about plants :) I always get a rush when I touch a tree or lay in grass. It's so beautiful.

Cyrus: Wait till you see the giant redwoods in the front yard lol.

Brie: I just feel one with the Earth.

Cyrus: Or the great owls at night, or the crow that moved in from town that stalks me lol he's in a gang... whispers in dramatized fear. The earth is old here, ancient ground. I found a solid hunk of crystal last time I was out.

Brie: Will I understand my mission more? Woooow really!

Cyrus: You will also meet other goddesses your age from various circles from around the world.

Brie: That's awesome.

Cyrus: Mostly goddesses, in fact.

Brie: Ohh that’s beautiful, lol what am I?

Cyrus: *Bows... Goddess.. Priestess... love worker, your origin, we will discuss when you are here.

Brie: :) Okay ha, so this is going to be like a learning process.

Cyrus: I need to confirm a few things and then you will get a serious download like you never had before and I mean that.. I promise... *wicked grin, prepare for overload.

Brie: Hahaha a download. That's exciting. What kind of overload? Will I remember things?

Cyrus: Yes... since I know you and Jayla knows you from other lifetimes you will be getting flashes I'm sure. It will be intense ma'am I want to be honest... haven't had an experience with anyone that isn't. I only deal with old beings.. or you wouldn't even be talking to me lol you are in the haze and you will laugh soon about what that means when you are here because it will be gone in hypnotherapy. When you do regression work...you can be overloaded by a single lifetime.

Brie: Hahaha wooow I am definitely sooooo pumped for this!

Cyrus: A good guide knows to take things slow, but old souls get larger doses.

Brie: Yess I might cry a little. I normally cry whenever I start to remember stuff.

Cyrus: Don't worry I might cry too

Brie: I get veryyy emotional, but a loving happy cry.

Cyrus: Not a problem.

Brie: Haha okay yay! We can cry together.

Cyrus: I'm a happy dragon lol. Especially around happy goddesses, yes... I've cried a lot recently too. I've been in spiritual battle in ways that will take you years to assimilate. I take care of the hard part... thought you should know.

Brie: What hard part? Haha sorry.

Cyrus: You encountered any entities yet? I'm in battles often on levels of this existence.. protecting golden hearts. I'm your primary defense from the bad guys as the saying goes. You will get used to my unusual language. You called me forth, see how direct that was. Yes, I bring them to the priestess and they do the light work. I have the shadow covered. I go in the darkest of places and get the lost souls for healing. I keep the priestesses busy. This is a whole discussion by itself, but you have something bothering, yes?

Brie: Haha I've never really felt entities around me, but I'm sure I do.

Cyrus: It's a force presence for a singular form. It attacks a great many people.

Brie: Yea, like negative energy right? Aren't they everywhere?

Cyrus: Yes, on this world. Everywhere is in fact correct, but places like here some are downright nasty.

Brie: So do you know what Andromedans are?

Cyrus: I know all the celestial order by name and birth rank. Not the local one either, the big one.

Brie: I feel connected to them, but don't know why yet. Am I one lol?

Cyrus: I have an extensive background in ET knowledge. I'm going to let you see for yourself when you come.

Brie: Hahah holy!

Cyrus: But no harm will come to you from anything again...

Brie: Will I know the name without knowing it in this life lol? Is it harmful?

Cyrus: It's pretty rough out there. You are fortunate to be as safe as you have been.

Brie: I feel very gifted in this life.

Cyrus: Your father is part of that reason. But, I don't want to speak about him without his permission.. and that's a topic they monitor. You are extremely rare. Some people might think you are a hybrid.

Brie: lol who monitors? And, yea I'm sure he has. Hybrid gosh I need to learn/remember all this.

Cyrus: And I will be happy to answer any questions...in detail anytime.

Brie: But in person or over fb too?

Cyrus: Locals.. Andromedans, in person, what I can on FB. Sorry, in person I can share everything and anything at all.

Brie: Hahaha that's fine. Is it because of the people watching us over the internet?

Cyrus: They watch me and you lol.

Brie: lol yeaaa.

Cyrus: But they won't come near me. They've dealt with things that terrify them before when they came close to me. I have celestial back up.

Brie: lol what backup do I have?

Cyrus: You might get to see it. It's up to them to reveal themselves.

Brie: Haha, so you can see them?

Cyrus: Yes, many times and many of them.

Brie: They are not scary at all?

Cyrus: Been quiet for a few years, but I think that's about over now and that I can answer when you're here. Not to me. Not scary. I'm the scariest thing there is ma’am.

Brie: I only see the flower of life in the sky, and sometimes I can go past it and see the veins on the earth.

Cyrus: You are connected to the mother essence and mother spirit. You are a daughter of all Earths. You have that shaman side, and you have a priestess side, and you have a bit of warrior that you doubt.

Brie: Hahah I would doubt my warrior side, hmm.

Cyrus: You are made up of many worlds that you have visited

Brie: Someone once told me I used to help the fairies

Cyrus: When it comes to the things you love you will fight ma'am. Fae yes, they served immortals like you, like dragons, they are the polar opposite of me in the same magical creature realm. Where I come from they are everywhere lol.

Brie: How can you tell someone is an old soul? I thought everyone never died. We all just keep living so wouldn't that make us all old souls.

Cyrus: Here's how it goes. Time is how you get experience. The more experience you build, the older you get. You have time in incarnating that most beings can't imagine. You've seen things and you know you have, beyond this place.

Brie: Yes, that's true.

Cyrus: I'm more of a confirmation tool than anything else when it comes to this. When we are close, I will start hearing your thoughts. Be prepared for that too. I have a tendency to answer questions you are not verbalizing.

Brie: Hahah that’s happened to me before as well.

Cyrus: Stealth is another thing I'm good at. Basically I could train you to be a ninja lol.

Brie: Hahaha what?

Cyrus: Spiritually too.

Brie: I would love that haha.

Cyrus: I figured.

Brie: I'm up for anything.

Cyrus: Warrior side popped right out then.

Brie: I want to learn everything! Adventure everywhere.

Cyrus: I WANT...

Brie: Ahh..how do I change that lol I will?

Cyrus: I am.

Brie: Ohh.

Cyrus: You are, that's it... lol.

Brie: Woah, I just said that out loud lol.

Cyrus: Present. The now hehe.

Brie: So, in the beginning when I opened up to this life, I was seeing 11 a lot now I see 44...is there a reason for that?

Cyrus: Quantum math suggests reality is what you are creating in your focus of feeling and your brain creates a holographic image. Holding Collin while we talk lol. We are playing

Brie: Tell him I say helllllo <3.

Cyrus: He's an amazing being

Brie: Hahah very spiritual also??

Cyrus: Powerful old soul yes.

Brie: That's so amazing. My baby is going to be powerful.. I have a strong feeling I'll be meeting my twin flame in Cali also.

Cyrus: Best place to find soul mates. There is a lot to learn about a twin. You better get my briefing lol.

Brie: HahaI i would love to! YES, we have so much to talk about.

Cyrus: Twins can be trouble.. most of the time. You might be searching for your favorite soul mate. In most cases that's what I've found in my research of soul groups. Lots of FIRE and no work getting done with your twin lol.

Brie: Fire? lol what do you mean, exactly? Haha fighting? I thought I met my twin once.

Cyrus: Root fire.. chakra.. passion.. burning..

Brie: It was such a powerful feeling.

Cyrus: Sexual craziness.

Brie: Hahaha yesss

Cyrus: You want to burn with your twin FLAME, thus flame.

Brie: Exciting

Cyrus: I did read you have a lot of fire.

Brie: I've always felt me and him were going to be together, but that hasn't happen. I do have lots of fire, that's for sure hahaha.

Cyrus: I thought that too lol. My soul mates have been better medicine, but then again I'm a dragon. My twin is fire x's fire, but we don't hang out.

Brie: Will I meet your twin? Why don't you hangout?!?!

Cyrus: Maybe

Brie: Is it that hard?

Cyrus: You will meet my favorite soul mate though.

Brie: Jayla lol? I feel like my twin flame and I will be together and it's going to be very powerful, and we will be helping each other with a lot. But at the same time it’s going to be crazy.

Cyrus: No. Jayla is my closest soul mate. I should say my favorite soulmate is my muse, better than twin flame for me.

Brie: Haha are you guys together?

Cyrus: Yes spiral crazy, just recently yes.

Brie: Spiral crazy? Good I hope to meet her.

Cyrus: The universe operates on spiral fractals.

Brie: lol this may be an absurd question, but do you know when you will be done with this planet. Or when your time in this body is done?

Cyrus: When I choose, I have no limit with life and death that way. And, if I'm not killed, I will live to be very old. I usually do. I will be going home after this, wanna come?

Brie: Japan?

Cyrus: No... Antara, far away.

Brie: Hahah how many light years away, is it fun there?

Cyrus: Light eons.

Brie: And pretty, is it better than Earth ha?

Cyrus: Yes.. most amazing planet you will ever walk on in the known universe in my opinion.

Brie: I would love to come!

Cyrus: Earth is a parasitic junkyard compared to my world.

Brie: Bring me bring me, have I been before?

Cyrus: Yes, you've been a bunch of places like I said. You know this though, just can't see it well.

Brie: I will soon. I will remember a lot. I feel like I am not here for a job, I am here for much more.

Cyrus: Hold true presence and always be honest. That's all you need here in our group.

Brie: That's all I'll give :) I have psychic school I have to be on in two minutes.

Cyrus: You are following your path. Keep it clear and you will find everything you seek. School.. lol... that's for this planet. I'm around and will get back to you soon on that ticket.

Brie: Okay love. Thank you sooo much :)

Cyrus: *Bows.. much love.

End Dialogue

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This was just my first time having a conversation with Jayla and Cyrus. So many more messages were shared throughout the two weeks prior to my trip. Then, I was on the plane and headed to California. As you can see, I wasn’t talking to people, (who in 2013) you would consider “normal.” Heck, I guess even now that I am writing this, I wouldn’t say these are normal people. My excitement level was at an all time high because I was pretty tired of human beings, and ready for a change. This was definitely the change I craved. I just had no idea I would want out after the first month, maybe even after the first few days.

The first thing that went through my mind after my conversation with Cyrus was, what was this Planet Antara that he speaks of? And am I from there? Will I remember it? How many different places have I visited in the Universe? I looked up Arcata, California and found this review on hippys.com:

"Arcata, California - "This is the best place to go if you're a hippie.. well, besides the Haight-Ashbury. It's located in Humboldt County, which is pretty well-known for it's marijuana growing. The community is great. There are always festivals going on about the Earth:such as the Mushroom Fair, the Hemp Festival, North Country Fair, everything you can imagine. I love it here! The people are so supportive of you. They've even made a law which states that women can indeed go topless around the plaza in the center of town. ; ) Arcata is a totally unreal place to check out and LIVE too! The rents are cheap and it seems everyone is way laid back, with Humboldt next door and being amongst the greatest redwoods in the world, how can you go wrong?!”

Ha! That sounds right up my alley! Women going topless, mushroom fairs, festivals about the Earth and marijuana growing!? Sounds just like me! Although I wasn’t very interested in growing marijuana or smoking it at all, because it makes me get all in my thoughts, and no one understands what I'm talking about. Or, I just cry because I'm remembering parts of myself that I had forgot.

I later found out that I am just tuned in to the Akashic Records when I smoke, and I am very sensitive and can connect with other realms. Marijuana is one of my sacred medicines that I chose before birth and it heals my spirit. I mainly can only smoke it in ceremony where someone like a shaman is guiding me through what I am seeing. After one hit of any form of marijuana, I'm blasted into another dimension. More on that later though!

I was ready to meet them already. These conversations over the computer were getting me stirred up. But I was ready to see what it's like to connect with soul family in person!

“I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?”
― John Lennon

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