Omg im ready to go down the rabbit hole with you. Thank you for being so courageousand sharing yourself in this beautiful vulnerable light <3

Maybe this will give me a better insight of what my birth sister went through(whom i dont speak with). She went through some crazy shit, similar to what you did. 'Remembering' at a really accelerated rate, and going super deep super fast..
Even claiming to have been an angel . That was in 2012ish.
Now she is a born again christian, from what i heard, she let all spiritual stuff go, and claims that life as the devils work, or something along those lines.

Glad you came back to yourself. You are the voice for those who DO go through this! Im sure there are more ppl who are quiet about it, cuz they just dont fucking know what to do with themselves
Im glad you figured it out, and are releasing all that <3 i Love you