Dear Diary: My Fun Plan For Today Is Nothing

Today the only good thing for me was to have a near normal good sleep and I do cherish it and I am grateful because many years ago I am really not able to sleep and that is because of my underlying chronic kidney condition. But now I am really thankful with my heart that God graced me again with a good ability to sleep.

Anyway not much of a plan today as I cannot even go out and check if the sun still rises in the east or if the sparrows are still brown. I hate my sad feet I cannot simply walk, it is not as easy as it sounds now because my bones are quite not in a good position to move around.

But I am thankful currently that I am not breathless at bed unlike before where I am just catching my breath and even exhaling is hard to do.

I am also thankful that I am not catching any form of a reason to cough and there is no Pneumonia or even colds or flu for that matter. I guess that Vitamin C is a wonderful vitamin that is really boosting the body's immune system or maybe even their cardiovascular system because I myself is not feeling anything about my heart too.

but also I am just sad that I cannot do anything much besides being in front of my laptop 24/7, but if I turn off my attention from my lappy there isn't really anything out here for me to do. But maybe soon when I am more feeling well enough I might get brave enough to do my former activities and hobbies.

But for the mean time I will just have to wait until something good comes up for my existence. I just hope that I will not be like that of an onion, waiting and waiting until none is left from me but a destroyed being.