I went to university to - graduated at the top of my class, but only because I OCD'ed and studied 7 days a week sometimes 12 hours a day for 4 years until I got my bachelors degree in accounting. Its frustrating when I see people I helped with their homework that failed some of classes I past with an A the first time around 4 or 5 times having great jobs, while I cant even get a basic accounting job because of the way I look.

I would have never gone to university, the only reason why I went was because my dad said he would pay. 2 semesters in - I was only doing high school upgrading at this point, I stopped going to high school in grade 10 and my parent were non-existent, so there was no one there to stop me, he stop paying. Sadly I ended up taking out student loans to the tune of 30k and the rest is history. I knew it was a bad idea. What is even more frustrating is he gave my brother 200k for a house and paid for a 50k wedding in Jamaica for him, but he couldn't even pay for my school. I guess we know what son he like better.

Sorry to hear about your eye injury. People can be mean. People don't like me on sight because of the way my condition makes me look. A lot of people assume that I am on crack or meth even though I haven't taken a hard drug in my life. People usually come to the worse conclusions at first blush. I have optic glioma so I feel you when it comes to having blurry vision. I was suppose to go blind at age 6, but luckily I didn't.

I guess it is easier when I have mother nature to blame for my bad vision. It would be a lot worse if someone else caused it. I still think my mom drank or my dad punched her in the gut or something during my conception period.