This week marks 30 days since I started working towards opening my own business. I never wanted to quit this whole process as much I do today. Then again I feel that way every day.

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I have been trying to create a business since 2017. I mostly spent the last four years trying to find my dubious "nich."

My first venture was starting and creating two blogs, both are no longer up. I was twice the statistic for the blogs that do not last more than a year. Then I did two MLM companies, one for beauty and the other for fitness. Yeah, I became broke from both of those and increased my debt.

Now, here I am knowing in my heart I want to build something that will outlast me. Yet, I have no real clue how that is going to happen. I do believe that I have come to terms with what my business its self will be, but a nich.... I am still on the lookout.

This makes me wonder if there is room for the visionaries that have an idea and struggle to find support? As a woman with Autism, my disability is real, but my passion to make something of myself is also real. Unfortunately, my brain lacks the structure to show me how to break down my idea.

If I quit, I will regret it!

"I will not quit, I will not quit, I will not quit!" I know this is it, that I need to make this vision happen. I have to do it! But, I am afraid, every day I am afraid. I am afraid that I will not do enough. I am afraid to fail and keep going into debt. I am afraid that my dream is bigger than my ability. I am Afraid!

Starting a business is a tricky thing and I am in deep. I want to quit. Today, I want to quit. I won't, as I have already put my hours in today. But, it doesn't change the fact that today I want to Quit